perempuan yg baik utk lelaki yg baik...

today, i am so tired...

tired for studying tarrarly....

exam is juz 2 days more...luckily it is not finals..

but, the way i am studying like it's gonna be final...

despite that, i am missing him....

i am realising that, i love him...

so much of love, that i felt sad thinking of it...

he never knew that i still love him...

he never knew, i still missing him...

bcoz, i kept on messaging him, that i am not missing him....

i kept on saying that i dunno whether i love him anymore....

as there was such long gap since we last met n talk a lot....

yesterday i realise, how our rltnshp not going well...

'perempuan yg baik utk lelaki yg baik'

that's the reason.....

i am not suitable for him......he is so much better than me....

n i dun think i can cope with him....

with his kindness, n loyalty...

everyone said, i found sumone who is almost perfect (attitude),

what do u guys know? i know more bout him than u guys before...

but i dunno how he is after the evolution of new him....

i cant read his mind...since before....but whatever i think, he knowa it...

i know, it's stupid for me to leave him.... but, like i said before...

he has the chance to be with sumone who is much more better for him....

rather than me, who is nothing much compared to anyone at the street....

i pray to ALLAH, so that u will be happy with sumone better than me...

amin....

thanks ALLAH...for everything...

salamalaik...

alhamdulilah..praise to ALLAH for all that HE has given us...

thanks ALLAH coz selamatkan dia daripada accident 2....

syukur kepadaMU Ya ALLAH....

our faith to u will never fade b4, now n after...insya-ALLAH....

seriusly, bcoz of dat, u make me feel rite in waiting him...

hope he will b better in days....

n i am hoping i will be better in times too....

much2 better than him.....

tq bcoz of the separation, makes me notice dat, i can control my feelings...

makes me know how to not miss anymore....

i hope that in future i will fall in love again, with sumone who will be together

with me in ur love ALLAH....

may i be with u...n i will wait him to come n pick me towards YOU...

amin......