*despair*hardship*cry*

lately, since i am in medicine..
i felt so tired.
this is not the first time i am in medicine..
but, i dunno y...
felt like i am the stupidest in the group.
so much stupid.
many things i did'nt remember.
many things i dunno...

i felt so despair...
bcoz i was hoping i am going to be better in this module..
rather than the other modules.
but i was different.

exam is juz around the corner..
only 60 days left..
can i pass this exam with at least B?
can i still pass the exams...
i dunno...
i felt stupid...

pls, anyone...
inject me with ur adrenaline....
give me anything to make me strong..
so dat i can still go on with the field that i have choosen..
amin....

he who will i....

i juz wonder for a while....
after being influenced by the korean tv show....
can i find sumone to be my life partner....in future......
that he who i will obey,
he who will i fight with,
he who will comfort me when i am lost, and sad,
he who will nurture me and spoil me,
he who will never raised his voiced to me when angry,
he who will always b there by my side,
he who will raised the children together with me,
and he who will be by my side even death will not make us apart....

i have faith that i will meet this sumone in the future...
but when is it???
i am not sure....but i do hope....
i cud find sumone who i understands much2 more,
and also a person who always try to understands me.....

this is not a poet of love for me to anyone,
but it was sincerely came out from my mind and feelings....
for the past loved that i experienced....i felt very grateful...
coz i got the opportunity of being loved and love sumbody else...
i'll never get disappointed with u guys, as live is short...
take care n be happy always....