Friday, August 27, 2010

you..

sometimes, i felt it's not worth waiting for u...

Sunday, August 22, 2010

berdebar-debar

hati berdebar-debar...
sbb final exam phase 3a makin hampir..
paeds pun byk nak kena study..
=( any tips...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

nuh yg nak bwalik

salam...
hari ni aku jadi baby sitter for 2 hours..
haha...mmg cuak if nuh nangis...
lasak btul dia tdo..hehe..
risow btul if jatuh tiba2...
haish....
hari ni mmg best btul.. main2 dgn budak2
then clerk case suma...i LIKE...=)
wargh, posting yg paling menenangkan jiwa is paeds la.
cuma byk benda nak study n exhausted la..hu
but, bila tgk makhlukk ciptaan ALLAH yg comel2 ni..
seriusly, buat hati 2 tenang jek..
skrg dgr bdk2 ni nangis kat dlm wad pn da x rasa bingit da telinga ni..
da jadi neutral da....
hoping one day i cud have my own daughter or son or both..=)
but, if xda rezeki x pew la...
mesti ada hikmahnya...
i like paeds posting, n seems like masuk dlm dlm list specialist jek..
haha..
k, salam

Friday, August 13, 2010

i like kids...
i juz realized that..
even diorg menangis, still rasa tenang n happy
bila tgk diorg...
makes me wanted to have my own child...
seriusly, sayangnya tgk diorg...
paeds makes me really like kids...
n i like it so much...=)

kids, please i love u so much..
i hope i cud have my own daughter n sons in future..
amin....

=)

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

puasa dr perspektif seseorg...

ada seorg pakar kanak2 ini berkata,
berpuasalah dr makan,
berpuasalah dr fb,
berpuasalah dr mp3,
berpuasalah dr hp,
berpuasalah dr segala keseronokan dan melalaikan...

walaupun pakar ini bukanlah seorg muslim,
aku mendoakan semoga sblm dia di tarik nyawa drpd muka bumi ini,
dia akan masuk ISLAM....
kerana, sekiranya dia menjadi muslim, aku rasa dia mempunyai potensi
utk berdakwah dgn lebey byk...
amin...
semoga dia masuk ISLAM seperti hod pakar perubatan di HRPBI, dr H...

amin...ya rabbal alamin...

p/s: aku ingin meminta maaf kat semua org yg pernah aku mengguris hati..minta maaf...

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

ramadhan semakin hampir tapi aku x taw aku mampu utk menunaikan tanggungjawabku pada bulan ni atau x...
semakin byk pekerjaan aku dr sehari- ke sehari..
semoga aku dpt memperimbangkan waktuku untuk melatih diriku bermunajat kepadaNYA..
amin...

ya ALLAH, Kau permudahkanlah urusan ku, semoga dapat ku memperhebatkan lagi ibadatku..
amin...semoga aku lebey beristiqamah atas segala-gala ibadat yg dilakukan...amin..

Sunday, August 8, 2010

yeay...i love both of u..=)

yeay!!
chumi da balik dgn betty..
leganya hati...=)
baru smngt nak study...weeee...=)
chumi missing in action...
seriusly, i dun want dia mati...
i dun want dia hilang kena curi dgn org..
penat org bela...bg mkn...=(
i loved him so much...
da xda kucing yg nak tdo sama2 da.
seriusly, regret btul x bawa dia tdo sama2 mlm td..
if bwa dia tdo sama2 smlm, mesti dia x hilang...
smlm sbb pnt sgt..xjdi nak tdo dgn dia,
instead tdo kat bilik mak...
almost a year living in mak's house..
da xda yg slalu lepak bawah meja kat dpn...
da xda miow2 pgi2 n gesel2 mintak makanan...
da xda yg nak smbut bila balik...
da xda nak panggil chumi lgi...
=(
chumi, i miss u syg...
a lot...i miss u like how i missed brownie...
mcmmana bodoh pun kow, x dgr ckp kdg2...
i still loved u...very much...
i hope u will come back tomorrow...
hope to get gewd news from ayah...
amin...
i miss u lots....
.................................................

Friday, August 6, 2010

lately, aku xda mood nak mkn...
kdg2 aku mkn kurma jek...
kdg2 minum jus buah jek...
sbb apa???
it start sejak mula kurgkan mkan la...
then the most signigicant things happened last week...
where i suffocate to breath when tercekik mkn bawang...
yeah...juz bawang yg di hiris..huhu...
then, now, bila mkn byk jek..
i wanna vomit...=(
dats y i am not eating well...
i rather not eat, then eat but asyik2 muntah...=(
huuu......

Thursday, August 5, 2010

.....

when i think about the promises, i will cry..
it torn me apart as he had forgotten about it maybe..................
now i know y i kept on ignoring thinking bout dat...
now i know y i neglect the feelings of missing....
coz it will hurt myself...
the ability of a human is unpredictable....
now i understand how conversion disorder n somatozation disorder can occur...

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

salam...
hehe...eit...hari ni emosi ku agak stabil
haish...sori la pada sapew2 yg kena masa aku tgh emosi x stabil..

seriusly!!! penatnya paeds ni!!!!
even kelas dia x byk for THE MOMENT!!!
still i am so tired...berdiri dgr dr T mengajar kami dgn penuh dedikasi..
n everyone in my gp seriusly, diorg baik n mengajar...especially madam Z n mr Z..
n i even read b4 going to class...
like so not me...
seriusly!!! paeds x ley main2 kot...
mereka 2 anak jiwa bangsa....
kalow hilang nyawa bdk2 2 hilang la bakal pemimpin akan dtg....
paeds gila byk kena catch up...dgn pnt lagi...

wallahualam la macammana nak catch up pose nanti...
i will drop dead! haha....
xpew2 pk +ve side...yeay lg trn berat!
dgn naik tngga 6 tingkat tiap2 hari....seriusly, tercungap2..
n haha...td kena bebel dgn dr t...owh, sila kurus n maintain bdn anda mcm mr I n miss P..
haha...n then dia bg tips...firstly kena kurangkan makan...
then bila da kurangkan mkn bdn kita akan plateau penurunan berat bdn...
so, kita kena buat burn out exercise plak...but tak ley start dgn heavy...
kena buat sket2 dulu....kalow buat heavy, once u stop berat badan akan meningkat dgn mendadaknya...seriusly!!! haha...n naik lebey drpd b4 korg nak trnkan berat!
sy x mau3....jadi sy nak buat mcm dr ckp ni...haha....
so, kurgkan makan...then, pergi exercise...buat la either jog ke aerobik keW? (jalan2 kat shopping mall pun sebenarnya exercise!) buat la mana mampu...=)
nanti bila da plateau berat x trn kena increasekan burn our exercise plak..=)

so, conclusionnya...
paeds best tpi x best mcm O&G,
n sgt PENAT mcm O&G cumanya xpayah berdiri lama dlm labour room..haha..

daa~ pray for me, supaya larat trskan puasa dgn jayanya bulan puasa ni...amin