aku psyhco kew???

hm...hari nieew...seperti biasa...
aku budget nak blaja...tapi...x...xdpt dgn fokusnya...huuu...
ada jek benda jadi yg wat aku x balaja...melepak la...
tido la....borak la...suma2 niew la...padahal kawan2 len da berlambak
da wat...blaja byk benda..da wat byk nota...aku jek yg x...

tadi..aku borak dgn pai...'my fren'...
hm...dia nak jalan2 g turki...
senang hati btul..berjalan2 jew keja dia.....
xpewla...asalkan dia happy...
i think dia da ley adapt duk sana.....bgs la...
xda benda nak risow for him.....
i dunoo..but...hari niew....
aku mcm rasa len...
i dunno bcoz of y.....
aku riso sumthing will happen dlm
his ace to turki...
i dunno....
coz kebelakangan niew...
aku like dpt dream...
think of sumone dat i love...
sumone from the college...
sumthing dat they wanna do in future...
but i know bout it b4 they tell me....
i dunno y....
but really, it makes me wonder..
i juz hope he'll b okay going there..........

maybe i am the one who worried bout him....
im supposely not to worry bout him..
he is a grown up....
but i juz can...
it's not easy for me to care 4 a guy..
really hard 4 me to do dat....
as in my life...
i only care 4 a woman..
eg...my mom, frens, siblings..
n not to forget my lovely 'NENEK'...
hm, talking bout nenek...
tiba2 teringat...aku rasa like her time has come...
bila ingt pasal 2...aku sdey......sgt2...
aku x nk dia hilang from me...tapi nenek da
lama sengsara...xingt...kena marah2...bila asyik2
tanya benda sama...i love her so much....
if tiba2...ALLAH lagi syg dr nenek...
aku redha...tapi aku tetap akan melalak menangis...
i love her so much....
xda pengganti bg dia......
mak pun xley kalahkan nenek....
nenek baik...slalu jaga iroh....
mak pun...is juz dat nenek something differ...
nenek xkan sama dgn org len....
semoga nenek if ALLAH lebey syg,
dimasukkan bersama golongan beriman...
ameen....
nenek...iroh syg nenek...
walaupun da lama iroh x jaga nenek....
but still im ur granddaughter yg

syg nenek sgt2....