Saturday, February 19, 2011

this time, i have to do it rite.

wow...
mcm x cayew jek...
another 69 days to go,seriusly.
the time passes by without us noticing it,*bukan x sdr, sedar sbb mengira hari.*
tpi mcm x cayew lorh da 12 days jog everyday.
a good thing to do, never miss even once.
hehe.

bila penat 2, rasa mcm x nak lgsg g jog~
but2,bawa jg la badan ni g kat track stadium.
pnt2 pun pergi la. but once da ada atas track,
kaki terus jek jalan warming up..
n tiba2 taw2 da jog....
haish...with the songs accompany me..haha...
n bila mcm da pnt. trskan jg, smpi la dpt mencapai waktu yg mau...
sll bermonolog dalaman dan berkata, i have to do it this time, until i get the best results,
x kisah la org tgr, nas da nmpk turun berat or what so ever,
it is still blm betul2 trn lg.
n at anytime bley naik balik.
dgn berat yg trn mcm sket jek ni kan.* ak pn x taw brape berat aku trn*
macam hampeh jek rasa.

yeah! i have to do it this time.
menunaikan janji yg sudah 5 thn...tetapi x berjaya2 lgsg.huhu.
so, now i have to do it at least, b4 i start work.
nanti da keja, bdn gemok mcm ni. lg cepat penat kerja. huhu
so, i have to do my best..

yeah, i really love it this time.
sbb ramai kawan jg sdg cuba menurunkan berat.
bkn yg bdn2 sket2 gemok. tpi yg mmg obvious gemok.
mereka sama2 memberi kata-kata semangat.
if lah diorg bley buat, xkan la aku x ley wat.
if kak nisa pun da trn berat jadi cun gilew skrg.
kita pun bley!

i hope i can make thru this phase asap.
pls2. i dun wanna suffer a lot.
i juz want to love my body more. n more n more.
it's not all about guys. but they are one of it who triggers me to do it.
si aidi gemok! dia asyik ckp aku gemok.
i'll show it to him. i can be slimmer than b4 n i also can graduate next year together with my whole batch. u juz wait n watch adik busuk! insya-ALLAH. i can do it.

p/s: if u determine, u can do ur best! =) all the best frens. =)

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