dear __________

dear _____,

im ur kakak.

not ur adik or ur friends which is same age of u. 6 years apart is a huge gap i think.

i never want u to cherish me or appreciate me.

it's juz dat u have to know the boundaries.

it's not that u can tell whatever u want, juz like dat.

u must have some courtesy... did u not learn dat?

life is just unfair.. u get what u want. n i have to strive my best to earn it..

u just dun understand.. as u still have long journey to go...

passing exam...

it doesnt mean when u pass ur exam u r good than anyone else.

it just mean that, u get license to kill...

nasirah nasir.. bear it. u will get that license sooner..

do ur best! =) insya-ALLAH..amin..

just a random thought.

im not a good friend indeed.
i know im not.
im vry sorry for not being one.
netherless, i think my mouth causing people not liking me.
whatever it is. i will always care.
even if people dislike me.

im sorry...

hu....
exam is only less than 7 weeks away.
yet lots of thing not study.
then i have done lots of sins. =(

DEAR ALLAH,
im seriusly stupid.
i dun think straight.
i hope it wont happened again. =(

n i really hope i cud get ur bless.

to everyone who i have known for this brief period.
im sorry for everything.
as i am a human who always do mistake~ =(

i love u, mak ayah.

i miss nenek.... really missing her.... it's my first time pentingkn benda lain drpd my family.... ive never done dat... bila i sacrifice my weekend for study, i felt dat i ve leave them apart.. i know its juz few weeks to go..n i have to work hard for it.. many things i have to do when start working.. yup, i know im like an old lady. fikir tu ini. its not dat i come from a rich family, therefore i have to sacrifice mny things for them. we dun live forever in this world..... so, the sacrifice dat we do for our family especially our dear parents...is only here. in this world. not thereafter..... i hope i cud be anak soleh which cud always help them even when im not here....

dear mak n ayah, i love u.. i love u with all i have.. even if i go first, i will always be ur daughter.. im sorry for not always there for u.. im sorry for not helping both of u. i dun have money, n im not a good daughter. only HE cud reward of u with the best reward. i love u..

arghhhhhh......

salam..
sori.luahan hati.
lama da nak luahkan. tpi x terluah..
terasa weyh...
bila susah, baru nak cari.
bila xda Org nk tlg baru nk cari.
kalow sll mcm xnmpk je.
terasa mcm dipergunakan.
tpi xpew la..sabar. tlg je dgn ikhlas. ikhlas ke?
ak pn x taw weyh. tpi this feeling. xbest sgt

mmg ak x kuar atau ajak org kuar teman sbb ak rasa mcm menyusahkan.
ak jarang minta tlg selagi ak rasa mampu. kdg2 susa sgt independent. sbb org xrasa kita terasa..haha..haish..jadi mcm sofea gak best..xda terasa hati...gigle mcm apaje.

apa pun. hari ni. walaupun mula x best,,akhir2 best..=) alhamdulilah...=)

ya ALLAH...aku memohon...

salam..

ya ALLAH...
tenangkanlah jiwaku...
rajinkan lah aku...
biar la aku belajar dgn corticol level....
berilah ingatan yg kuat....
serta bersihkn lah hati ku....

ya ALLAH,
kurng drpd 70 hari lagi...
aku srta rakan2 akan menghadapi peperiksaan akhir perubatan...
permudahkan lah urusan kmi ya ALLAH...
sesungguhnya kami hanyalah hambaMU yang lemah.
luluskan lah kami dalam peperiksaan ini....
semoga kami dapat menjadi muslim dan muslimah yg sentiasa bekerja dgn niat
membantu agamaMU...amin....

INSYA-ALLAH...AMIN...