today, i am so tired...
tired for studying tarrarly....
exam is juz 2 days more...luckily it is not finals..
but, the way i am studying like it's gonna be final...
despite that, i am missing him....
i am realising that, i love him...
so much of love, that i felt sad thinking of it...
he never knew that i still love him...
he never knew, i still missing him...
bcoz, i kept on messaging him, that i am not missing him....
i kept on saying that i dunno whether i love him anymore....
as there was such long gap since we last met n talk a lot....
yesterday i realise, how our rltnshp not going well...
'perempuan yg baik utk lelaki yg baik'
that's the reason.....
i am not suitable for him......he is so much better than me....
n i dun think i can cope with him....
with his kindness, n loyalty...
everyone said, i found sumone who is almost perfect (attitude),
what do u guys know? i know more bout him than u guys before...
but i dunno how he is after the evolution of new him....
i cant read his mind...since before....but whatever i think, he knowa it...
i know, it's stupid for me to leave him.... but, like i said before...
he has the chance to be with sumone who is much more better for him....
rather than me, who is nothing much compared to anyone at the street....
i pray to ALLAH, so that u will be happy with sumone better than me...
amin....
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