the lost soul~

wow. baru perasan da lama ak xupdate kan diri.
updatekan diri ttg apa?
food for my soul.
seriusly, forgotten.
manusia mmg alpa.
baca quran, solat, puasa, sadaqah is sumthing we usually do.
but our attempt on searching Ilmu Akhirat 2.
owh, aku sudah alpa agak lama.
byk benda ak da lupa
mmg zero la.
agak2 if mati skrg, tup2 apa la jadi kat aku.
xda penyelamat utk aku.
nak teman ak kat dlm kubur.
mmg kow ni gila dunia la nasiroh~
jangankan hal ehwal umat islam kat dunia ni,
pasal keislaman diri kow pun kow lupa.
haish.
what to do?
try n solve it.
dun do sumthing drastic that wont last long.
=)

all the best.

p/s: hopefully, there will be nothing dat will changed my decision 2 go borneo next year. amin

upside down

i juz realised dat my life become upside down lately

y?

coz i play so much during my 3rd year,

thus i have to struggle more in my 4th year~

so dat,

i wont b such a lousy doctor which cud coz harm to pt.

so,

it's okay if u r upside down now, rather than killing someone who is not worth to die due to ur mistake.

have faith with HIM, nasirah nasir.

ALLAH x mengubah sesuatu kaum selagi kaum tersebut tidak berubah~

ya ALLAH, bantulah hambaMU dan teman-teman seperjuangannya, dalam menuntut ilmu keranaMU...amin, ya rabbalalamin.

after 4 days in 2nd posting of phase 2b

salam..
wow, it has been a long 4 days i havent write a single thing in my blog~
surely, i am not bz.
juz a bit attentive in this radio for a while.
u knw y im a bit attentive?
bcoz eop is only 2 weeks ahead, minus with holidays it will b 4 days ahead lorh.
haish. i still dun get it so much.
either bcoz so much 2 study.
owh, i m blur. not sure myself~
haha...
however, it was fun going back to ipoh.
meeting my colleagues here. bak kata org melayu 'teman2 seperjuangan'. heh
yup. i miss them.
i miss my adik2.. aidi, shakira, along n also chubby..chubby is the latest collection..
haha..juz kidding. i found out like mcm buddy line plak.
ye r. most likely, me n salam is the super senior probably. (kononnya lah)
while aidi n shakira is the 2nd senior.
while along n chubby is the junior.
juz realised dat no phase 1b lorh. can do ma if we want. izaty can b mah, rite aidi?.

actually, the main thing was this week. it was hectic but fun. lots of thing 2 study, but still felt dat the experienced is priceless. y lah i am not dat rajin during my 3rd year as phase 3a. i dunno la.
hopefully i will always be full blown with energy everyday...amin.

sayonara~ bye

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am i desperate?
what do u guys think?
if ak add boys or b frens with them~
i am not desperate to have sumone beside me.
i juz wanna have sumone to talk with
i juz wanna share my thoughts n also their opinion.
i wud like 2 have sumone yg x jemu nk layan ak ni.
ak bkn nk sumone jd my special boyfren..
ak taw ak si gemok pendek.
juz want sum fren yg ak ley talk n tell my story straight~
w/o me think of what will he/she thinks about me...
if only i have~

p/s: a bit emotional lately

ini adalah post yg tiba2 aku nak tulis tgh2 mlm buta.
heh...
y, Y, y and y?
aku suka hang out dgn bdk2 3 org ni?



SI salam, si AIdi, n si hAziq?
aku x taw n x pasti la..
tpi yg aku taw diorg ni la lelaki yg aku comfortable with in
my years in RCMP ni..
n yg unfortunate tu diorg suma masuk dlm kategori kena scandalous dgn aku.hahaha
maybe sbb ak sll lepak dgn diorg kot...
diorg sgt la caring i mean..gentleman kot.
bila nmpk pnt ke apa, diorg akan tgur, then suh rehat..
masa ak satu grup dgn salam dulu, ak kena bawa la kumar clark tebal tu ke kelas DR Mra,
n sbbkan ramai sgt kat lift aku pn g la naik tngga dgn incik salam ni..
tiba2 dia kata, kow nak ak angkatkan buku 2? ye r, aku kan saiz besar cpt r pnt. haha.
then dia angkat la smpi 7th floor...seriusly salam..kow mmg baik!
n apa yg best adalah...diorg suma ni memahami gila..
diorg taw bila aku marah, bila aku bengang, n dgn sapew aku bengang..
diorg mmg gempak!!
kalow si haziq plak, dia mmg taw sgt la bila aku kena present...
aku mmg nerbes gila! haha... masa 2, dia akan la..ckp mcm ni..
relax r nas..cuba jd relax mcm ak...xley blah..padahal dia pn kecut..haha...
haaa...baru perasan lagi apa yg common among them is dat,
diorg suma anak sulung...hahaha...mmg x ley blah!
tpi dalam tiga2 mamat ni, si aidi bdk kecik ni la yg plg kejam~
suka buli aku...adoi ai..
mentang2 la kakak dia ni syg kat dia...huhu...
but among all, seriusly aku rasa dia la plg aku sincerely care..
da anggap mcm adik btul2 da..
bcoz dia sgt la caring, baik..n at the same time suka buli kakak dia ni.

ak pn x taw apsal ak nak tulis pasal diorg mlm2 ni....
maybe sbb masing2 caring kot..

sila abaikan kegilaan aku mlm2 ni..
daaa~
salam

last day in htjs!

salam..
today was the last day in htjs..
smpi2 jek dpn pintu masuk htjs nmpk mr F.
Wow..tpi as usual aku buat x taw la...such a stupid act!
pergi la senyum ke, ckp kew! bak kata sarveni stupid ass~
haha...sengal~ tpi dia tgh talking with org len, x baik interrupt..
so, i was like..okays...xpew la..
jumpa pn ok..i mean terserempak pn da ok..
then, as usual pergi ward..
pergi la ward 5a..spinal rehab ward..
ok,,,kat sana kenal MO baru...
dr ZAin... SLL nmpk dia...masa dtg td dia terkejut..
tiba2 nmpk muka aku..sori la dr...
sy x senyum suka2 kat mana2 lelaki..sbb x kenal..
nnt org ingt sy gila plak.heh.
n i dun talk 2 guys suka2 sbb tkt org 2 ingt erotomanic..
sbb cukup la sekali dpt erotomania punya status..
sengal punya incik Z!
ok, back to the story..kat ward 5a 2...
after 15 mins ikut mo ward round..dtg la specialist ward.
jeng3....
btul tekaan kitorg...MR Syahidan was the specialist of dat ward..
kitorg xda la perkenalkan diri dulu sbb dia tgh bz..
after sumtime, like 10 mins...nak kenalkan diri..
baru jek nak buka mulut..dia ckp..
korg ni sape? i was like..
okays...fine, i can take it..
ckp la kitorg medical student from perak medical college...
bukan dia xkenal pun..pura2 xkenal..
tpi dia mula2 nmpk garang...tpi sbnrnya baik..
he was like MRA..
seriusly like MRA...nk kita exclude according to infection, malignant, metabolic..all dat!
i like his way of teaching..means i like MRA la...
cumanya MRA marah2...tpi dia x...
after finish ward round we say tq...
n went to say tq to everyone else jg...
eg senior~kak nisa kamila, pakcik rosli lib yg ska provoke org, mr chaw MA yg gempk n ajar kitorg byk pop n sling, ho2 kat ortho department especially shiao ling..
but a bit sad la...sbb xdpt jumpa MR ARIF..dia kat OT...
we will miss him so much..dia sgt baik..walaupun membuli ktrg buat statistik..
but mmg baik!
ak mmg ckp, if korg nk relax, n blja byk jg..keja la htjs..
mmg best.. cuma x taw la dpt byk buat procedure ke x..
kena proactive n rajen la! penting!
jgn berkira! =) mst dpt buat byk bnda!
mcm ak ni pmls...kena la pergi tmpt x ramai org...sbb keadaan yg akan mengubah ak..
ak nk keja jauh2..kat borneo sbb sana x ramai ho...
kalow mcm 2, ak kena paksa diri jadi rajin..kalow x mati pt..
hope so..will succeed in this final phase 3b n 4..without supplement! amin...
all the best guys..=)
daaa~

2nd last day in ortho!

it was the 2nd last day for us on ortho.
i thought of taking ortho in the 1st place bcoz im not gewd in it.
so, i put it into my list of elective.

okays...guess what?
td kitorg join census for the 2nd time
n sbbkan cepat hbs hari ni census 2..
mula la introduction session..
ingt kitorg xkan memperkenalkan diri la..
since almost all the dr there kenal kitorg..
sekali kena juga..
i was like...what the hell...

okay. kitorg pun g la dpn..
as usual, aku x ckp byk la..
diorg will talk more. ak like..
diorg tanya how do u fin ortho...
ak ckp la getting to b fun...
bcoz at first i dislike ortho...
aku ckp dislike jek...suma pandang semacam...
dr ho smpi specialist....
then MISS Nora kata y?
i say la..i am scared..tgk all those fixation...
aku geli dowh..n seriusly sakit seyh...
x smpi hati nak tgk...
then, diorg muka still like x puas hati~

then da ckp kitorg pn msk...
ak like..hm, ak ckp btul2 pn org terkelu..
bila aku snyp kata ak ni x menyerlah~
seriusly, i dislike talking...when ada org
len yg nk ckp byk.
i dun care people kata aku mcm x gempak..
as long as i be a safe dr..
it's okay for me...
i have my own knowledge..
n i know when to use it...

gtg..da

hi there!

lately, i am having some down stream of my life!
due to some blog which i read last week...
and it freaks me out until now!

http://pagalavan.com

this is the website which makes me thing a lot!
makes me rethinking of this field dat i am in now!
i dunno what will happened to me in the future after reading this blog!
can i be a good, skillful dr which cud help the patients?

i myself are not sure about it..
then, can i get the chance to pursue my master to b a specialist?
seriously it freaks me out someway!
n i have no mood anymore since then.

owh anyone..
i need to seek some help!
can u pls give me some advise???

=( nasirah nasir

1st day of 2011~

almost 1 day berlalu~
n first day of 2011 i changed my hp~
yap!!!! it's pink in colour!
wow, mcm x sngka nasirah nasir pakai pink~
hope this hp will last at least smpi HO la...
jgn la hbs screen suma~ huhu

the best part is,
i got to know sumthing from sumone~
serius shit!
buat apa dtg skrg?
u can go n do what u like~
n me myself do what i want~
i am happy for myself~
don't spoil my year again~
darn it!

b happy nasirah nasir~
forget everything dat will coz ur breakdown~
n work hard for the future~
i am confiden n sure u can do it better~ =)

p/s: lately my blog is the place where i share my feelings i think~ huhu