subhanallah... maha suci ALLAH..
yg mencipta setiap makhluk di muka bumi ini..
yang menciptakan setiap makhluk berpasangan.....

hatiku diketuk kembali dgn perasaan suka akan 'adam'.
makhluk tuhan yg mempunyai tgjwb yg besar sebagai
ayah, anak, abg serta suami....

tetapi kali ini,
ku cuba untuk pendam serta buang jauh2 perasaan tersebut,
kerna ku tidak pasti samaada,
si adam itu adalah makhluk yg telah dijanjikan ALLAH untukku.

aku mampu berdoa semoga dipertemukan jodoh dgn yg terbaik,
serta hanya mampu berdoa semoga aku bercinta selepas nikah.

kawan2, sila doakn sy...

>hati yg gusar<

we aint the same

salam... >.<
it has been a while...
i didnt write anything in this blog of mine.
where i put almost all my thoughts, emotions everything inside here.
now, im currently working in HTAN.
as someone who try her best to serve the patients.
not someone who can cure, but try to help them relieve a bit.

many things have change and i realise dat im no longer a child.
im an adult and a child with huge responsibility towards family& myself.
i realise that life aint dat easy.
we have to get thru it without expecting anything.
but do not take life for granted.
do ur best as HE knows whats the best for us.

remember HE is always there for us, not HE who forget us, but we are the one who forgets HIM.

=) nasirah nasir

bersabar wahai diri....

terasa penat!

paeds.. xpew la. =)

another 5 more weeks to go.

insya-ALLAH...

semoga ALLAH mempermudahkan perjalanan kami.

insya-ALLAH....

ALLAH tidak akan membebani sesuatu kaum melebihi drpd kemampuannya. =)

doakan semoga kami semua lulus dlm final mbbs phase 4 tahun ni..

insya-ALLAH...amin...=)

dear __________

dear _____,

im ur kakak.

not ur adik or ur friends which is same age of u. 6 years apart is a huge gap i think.

i never want u to cherish me or appreciate me.

it's juz dat u have to know the boundaries.

it's not that u can tell whatever u want, juz like dat.

u must have some courtesy... did u not learn dat?

life is just unfair.. u get what u want. n i have to strive my best to earn it..

u just dun understand.. as u still have long journey to go...

passing exam...

it doesnt mean when u pass ur exam u r good than anyone else.

it just mean that, u get license to kill...

nasirah nasir.. bear it. u will get that license sooner..

do ur best! =) insya-ALLAH..amin..

just a random thought.

im not a good friend indeed.
i know im not.
im vry sorry for not being one.
netherless, i think my mouth causing people not liking me.
whatever it is. i will always care.
even if people dislike me.

im sorry...

hu....
exam is only less than 7 weeks away.
yet lots of thing not study.
then i have done lots of sins. =(

DEAR ALLAH,
im seriusly stupid.
i dun think straight.
i hope it wont happened again. =(

n i really hope i cud get ur bless.

to everyone who i have known for this brief period.
im sorry for everything.
as i am a human who always do mistake~ =(

i love u, mak ayah.

i miss nenek.... really missing her.... it's my first time pentingkn benda lain drpd my family.... ive never done dat... bila i sacrifice my weekend for study, i felt dat i ve leave them apart.. i know its juz few weeks to go..n i have to work hard for it.. many things i have to do when start working.. yup, i know im like an old lady. fikir tu ini. its not dat i come from a rich family, therefore i have to sacrifice mny things for them. we dun live forever in this world..... so, the sacrifice dat we do for our family especially our dear parents...is only here. in this world. not thereafter..... i hope i cud be anak soleh which cud always help them even when im not here....

dear mak n ayah, i love u.. i love u with all i have.. even if i go first, i will always be ur daughter.. im sorry for not always there for u.. im sorry for not helping both of u. i dun have money, n im not a good daughter. only HE cud reward of u with the best reward. i love u..

arghhhhhh......

salam..
sori.luahan hati.
lama da nak luahkan. tpi x terluah..
terasa weyh...
bila susah, baru nak cari.
bila xda Org nk tlg baru nk cari.
kalow sll mcm xnmpk je.
terasa mcm dipergunakan.
tpi xpew la..sabar. tlg je dgn ikhlas. ikhlas ke?
ak pn x taw weyh. tpi this feeling. xbest sgt

mmg ak x kuar atau ajak org kuar teman sbb ak rasa mcm menyusahkan.
ak jarang minta tlg selagi ak rasa mampu. kdg2 susa sgt independent. sbb org xrasa kita terasa..haha..haish..jadi mcm sofea gak best..xda terasa hati...gigle mcm apaje.

apa pun. hari ni. walaupun mula x best,,akhir2 best..=) alhamdulilah...=)

ya ALLAH...aku memohon...

salam..

ya ALLAH...
tenangkanlah jiwaku...
rajinkan lah aku...
biar la aku belajar dgn corticol level....
berilah ingatan yg kuat....
serta bersihkn lah hati ku....

ya ALLAH,
kurng drpd 70 hari lagi...
aku srta rakan2 akan menghadapi peperiksaan akhir perubatan...
permudahkan lah urusan kmi ya ALLAH...
sesungguhnya kami hanyalah hambaMU yang lemah.
luluskan lah kami dalam peperiksaan ini....
semoga kami dapat menjadi muslim dan muslimah yg sentiasa bekerja dgn niat
membantu agamaMU...amin....

INSYA-ALLAH...AMIN...

..

ya ALLAH,

hati aku resah gelisah....

byknya masih blm aku kuasai...

terlampau byk aku x taw...

exam da nak dkt....

final exam pn makin mendekati..

=(

tenangkan lah hati aku ya ALLAH...

walaupun aku sedar, bahawa gelisah ini bukan lah selalu ku dapati...

tpi aku memohon semoga di tenangkan jiwa.....

...

i like u..

i love u..

and

i need u.

but, u r so far..

thus, hard to reach.

therefore..

i have to go back home where i belong...