ramdhan al mubarak. :)

salam.

its been a while not writing. ;)

today, ive finish my hoship. alhamdulilah.

praise to HIM for everything.

all the moments dat i gained during my hoship

i will cherish it.

last 2 year, on the same date where i started working as a gov officer

i never thought i will finish my hoship with my good friend. 

had a good last oncall as a houseman officer with only 1 admission 

after 12am. see, im not jonah! hehe

my last posting in paeds, i really enjoyed it. 

will be floating here for a month too. 

looking forward to b a paediatrician, insyaALLAH.

enough with work, i think. if i talk about work, there will b no ending. he.

bulan of ramadhan is a blessing month.

where i got to learn my iman all dat, n was fortunate 

to have the oppurtunity to experience it again.

t iwas also a month, where sumone approach me, as a friend.

im glad to get to know sumone better. n im happy of course.:) 

even though, he will b leaving soon, im glad to know him.

i hope he will b back soon. 

take care dear. will b waiting for u always. :)

new side income? insyaALLAH

salam.
Alhamdulillah. ALLAH tu maha kaya, pemberi rezeki.

tergerak bertanya pada seorg kawan akan perniagaan yg sedang di ceburi.

its something im waiting for. sleeping partner.

yes. iwanted to join a bussiness as a sleeping partner.

n ive join it.

boss venture? ada org da biasa dgr ada yg x?

for me, its a new platform for me to have a side income..

y? x cukup ke? gaji doktor? bAK kata org la.

no, everyone have their own responsibilty, it same goes to me.

niat ak nak masuk is, ak nak selesaikan semua hutang before ak pergi  buat umrah @ haji.

yes. y? sbb ak x nak, apa2 jadi, aku menyusahkan org sekeliling. i dont want dat to happen.

dosa da la mmg byk. huuu... jgn la amik pahala ak yg sikit sgt tu.

haish...


doakan berjaya ye? insyaALLAH.. with HIS will. amin.

i dont why my heart flutters

my heart flutters when he reply my fb walls or message.
coz he rarely reply my fb wall and messages.
i dont know why.
my face will flush.
i dont know why.
i have never seen him more than 7 years.
and i only know him as a group leader for 2 weeks.
never able to talk to him.
what is this?
im confused.
i got jealous when he replies a girl walls.
i dont know why.

he is far, yet unable to contact..

OH ALLAH. if he is for me, may he be the one that bring me to jannah.
or vanish this feeling or give it to the exact person. amin.

huuu..kill your darling?

assalamualaikum ang hi to everyone.

kill your darling..
one of the quote ak dpt drpd pahrol juoi- di mana DIA di hatiku?

yup. aku akui ak amik masa yg lama. sgt lama hbskan.

byk yg aku alpakan.

terlampau byk dunia ni yang menghayalkan ak. bersorak syaitan serta rakan2 mereka
dgn aku yg teralpa.

terlampau byk kebaikan ak lupakan. terlampau byk amal aku tinggalkan

aku bukan aku lagi. ak da jauh berubah.

hm.... kecewa dan hampa akan masa yang di tinggalkan begitu sahaja.

sekarang, sedang mengumpul kembali.

belajar kembali drpd zero. asas2 yg sepatutnya.

kill your darlings? apa darling ak?

ak pn x sure. im searching for it. money? family? work? time?

but since ak bzkan diri dgn locum ni. ak rasa lagi bnyk ak manfaatkan masa.
masa tu la nak blaja, keja, kumpul duit, solat suma. sukan je xda daaa...

n masa dgn familyyy... arghhh.. semoga dipermudahkan segalanya. amin.

its a new year of 2014

its a new year of 2014.
yet, im alone.
still single, but have lots of support from parents n family.
i dun expect 2014 to b more exciting.
i just hope dat miracles do occur this year.
its  year, where i dunno where i will b sent after hoship.
maybe somewhere far?
i dunno myself.
but one i do know, my house.
yeay. get to live in my own house,
house where i dream to share with my husband n children.
house where i will c them grown up to b soleh n solehah children.
to b a real muslim.
yes, its a dream of mine. to c them grown up with me.
yet, i did not found him yet.
deep in my heart, i wanna a husband who fulfill his obligation to HIM.
i want him to b a guidance for me in finding HIM.
n i want it to b in a correct way.
in love after marriage. its the best.
its upsetting when seeing couples who not end up marriage.
couple n love before marriage i wud say its wasting of time, money, n
energy. n u build lots of sins not only to u, but for the ladies, it involves
ur brother n father too.

hm, im just hoping, n pray to HIM for the best.

may this year makes me more stronger in finding HIM.
insyaALLAH. amin.

regards,
nasirah nasir.