rupa--rupanya....

owh, kusangka salah kumpulan yg menaja...rupanya, org perantaraan punya angkara...haish....hehe...semoga kami dpt 'gaji' kami esok hari...amin...sbb esok mau balik kmpg...=)

sila lah bermurah hati...

sila bermurah hati...
sbb esok sy mau pulang ke kampung....
mau pulang=bayar tol+minyak kereta=perlu duit=perlukan elaun MARA...huhu
sbb itu kami perlu Elaun MARA...mari2 kami menunggu kedatangan kamu...
hehe...=)

semoga masuklah duit esok hari, amin....

suatu peringatan...

“Medan bercakap tidak sama dengan medan berkhayal. Medan beramal tidak sama dengan medan bercakap. Medan berjihad tidak sama dengan medan beramal. Medan berjihad yang hakiki tidak sama dengan medan jihad yang palsu. ramai yang mudah berkhayal namun tidak semua apa yang terbayang di kepala mampu diungkapkan dengan kata-kata. Ramai yang mampu bercakap namun hanya sedkit yang mampu bersabar ketika beramal.dan sedikit di antara yang sabar ini yang mampu memikul beban jihad yang sukar dan amal nekad” ~ Imam Asy-Syahid Hassan Al-Banna

mist

ya ALLAH, kuatkan lah hati ku ini....

amin.

that's the end of us..=)

“Ma, I wanna bring back mem back home..can i?”
Wow, dgr, tersentak jap…muka berubah jek rasa…terus hilang selera nak makan, n appears to b kepala ni pusing2, hati ya ALLAH….ALLAH jek yg tau…if x sbb ramai org kat keliling ni,(adik-beradik bdk yg bg statement di atas) aku da like, wow, menangis mcm gila kot… , tiba2 pk, sabar2…jgn buat malu..menangis kat sini…if org 2 xnak kat kita, xpayah la kita nak terhegeh2 kat org 2…btul x? so, seems like family yg berkenaan yg nak kami bersama but bukan the person yg bg statement atas..hehe…..so, selama ni btul la kot mr z ckp, nas kow ni erotomania la…haha….so terbukti la hipotesis kow mr z…mesti kow like bangga kan? Kui3….
Bila pk balik, bgs la dia bawa mem dr sana, coz dia kena la dgn org yg sesuai dgn dia, yg sama2 tujuaN DGn dia…=) alhamdulilah. Like pengakuan one of my fren yg lgi aku x sangka bley clash after lama bersama, aku redha kot.. I am happy for u…really happy… do, b happy there..n I hope she is the best 4 u….as long as she is better than me, I am grateful for that…
Nothing to say….that’s the end of us…
Pls2…accept the fact miss nas…=) maybe sumone out there is better for u…concentrate in field that u involved in…all the best to u urself…=)

salam

aerobik menyihatkan badan...=)

salamalaik...
hehe...owh baru balik dr aerobik pg td...
seronoknya....sgt seronok dpt join....
udah lama x join....asyik2 on n off jek...
haish....da la nak pose plak xlama lg...huhu....
next week balik plak....aiseyh, xdpt la nak join da....
hu.....lagi 1 thn lebey jek lg duk ipoh...then, balik ke kmpg halaman tercinta (KamPUNg ke seremban 2???) haha.... kat seremban xtaw mana nak cari aerobik beramai-ramai mcm kat ipoh ni...haish...sungguh x mengamalkan kehidupan sihat dan cergas la org seremban ni...haish....=(

i think i will miss this aerobik so much...seriusly (unless duk ipoh for settling down la) haha....i dunno la...tapi rasanya x kot...but in dlm palew otak ni, if plg jauh pun nak duk dr mak n ayah is ipoh...not more far than that....n if selatan plak, plg jauh bley p is batu pahat la...xda jauh lg nak pergi...if sabah sarawak 2? hm, mcm best jugak...hehe...bley gak g..tapi rasanya prefer sarawak lagi...=)but nak g sana, kena la masa masih single blm kawen..baru bebas sket nak g jalan2 kat pulau2 sana...nak daki gunung kk...APA2 jek la nak wat....sana byk tmpt cantik kan? hehe.

hm, maybe this week is the last week join aerobik kot...coz next week balikkan?
then, the next week plak, nak jalan2 dgn bdk2 ni g feringhi...haish, apa la ada kat sana ek? ada sapew2 bley bg idea sket? hehehe....n mcm bese la aku jadi 'DRIVER'. HAHA...TERBAIK!!!! aku mmg suka la jadi driver ni...lama2 taw byk jalan...hehe..tapi kdg2 penat gak...=) pastu the next 2 weeknya plak, xda keta...argh!!!! xpew la...
apa pasal la kow slalu ada prob keta...nasib la masa kow rosak, slalu waktu 2 aku ada duit...syg kow WJW 5798....byk btul jasa kow da...mcm WHX 8643...hehe....
kays, aku juz nak ckp aku happy sbb dpt g aerobik hari ni....reason aku asyik2 g aerobik ni sbb adik aku tgh cuba turunkan berat, if dia berjaya turunkan berat byk2..n aku x, smpai bila2 dia kutuk aku...argh!!!! xnak dgr n penat bila dgr kena kutuk..nama jek budak kecik, tapi x sdr diri...haish....okies...

daa~ hehe...

salam...

the day they entertained me...=)

sebenarnya aku nak post benda ni semalam,
sbb aku gila entertained dgn pesakit kat wad 24 smlm...
hahaha.....
seriusly lawak....

semalam, aku n lily g wad 24 nak follow-up case yg kitorg clerk earlier...
kitorg clerk mr. z ni, as dia ni sgt co-operative tpi da pandai nak 'DEMAND'..
haha....semalam kitorg jumpa dia, dia tnya, xda bawa gula2 kew?
then, hari ni plak tanya, xda bawa roti canai kew?
nasib baik la kow discharge hari ni...hahaha..mmg demand..haha

but actually yg entertained gila tgk mamat sorg ni la, mr. M...
seriusly dia punya sasau 2, gila teruk!!! mcm saiful apek!! haha...
da la kurus pun sama...rambut plak pnjg n rebonding...haha...sekali tgk, mmg ada la rupa saiful apek....haish...

aku n lily tgh bz melayan mr z, then dia duk dpn kaunter n mengacau kitorg...
haish....tanya kat mr z apa mak wat lepas dpt tau hisap drug? x sem[at lg mr z jawab,
encik M plak tiba2 nangis2...huhu...sdey, sbb mak x terima smbil nangis mcm bdk2..
dia mmg pandai berlakon...then, after few seconds dia nak meludah, dia jalan bongkok2mcm main nenek si bongkok 3 pergi kat sinki...haha...mmg pelawak antarabangsa la...hehe...then, dia duk balik dpn kaunter...dia duk dpn kaunter dia nyanyi2,
kejap2 lagu rock, kejap2 lagu nasyid...hehe...kang tiba2 selawat plak...haha....mmg la pelik manusia ni...bila ada wayar shot... pas2, tiba2 jek dia lompat dpn kaunter, nak sentuh tgn lily, lily pun apa lg loncat r...hahaha....lawak gila....mmg gelak r...tgk reaksi lily...nasib r, xkena...then, dia buat2 sikat rmbut, pas2 tiba2 usik tgn aku...haha...pas2, dia letak tgn dia kat hidung n hidu....bley plak 2 dia trs ckp, bau syurga...haish...g baring kt tgh2 wad la...brg kt lntai plak 2..haish..
mmg pelik la manusia yg masuk air (pt kat wad 24 2 yg bg istilah 2 sendiri).
last2, sbb dia kacow org dlm ward 2, dia pn kena ikat..n kitorg pun balik..hehe..

seriusly, diorg x mintak jadi mcm 2...but, benda 2 da jadi...xbley r nak wat papew..
hanya bley lihat, n kawal diorg dr buat benda bukan2...
mcm mr m 2, dia baru jek clash dgn awek dia...maybe sbb frust sgt...
dia stress gilew, n xdpt nak adapt....trs jadi mcm 2...
persoalannya, ramai jek org clash dgn awek dia..lg trk org yg da kawen then bercerai dgn talak 3 kan...but, bcoz ada di dlm kalangan keluarga dia yg ada sakit mental, 2 yg dia jadi mcm 2...apa org kata, penyakit keturunan...hehe..

so, kepada sape2 yg nak clash @ nak couple @ nak kawen, make sure u guys tgk background family org tersebut, bcoz we wanna avoid all those thing to happened..
so, my advice here is, beware of others..n also jgn la korg sbgai masyarakat, stamd a stigma against this psychiatric pt..if pt 2 da sihat, da discharge dr hospital, jgn la takut2 dgn diorg...mmg patut korg takut, but if diorg dtg tgr n nmpk normal, juz act normal...taw x y most patient dtg masuk balik wad? bcoz u guys not supportive...diorg claimed that, bila diorg masuk wad diorg tenang... sbb ramai nurse2, ma2, dr2, yg bg support...thus, we have to supprt them..n dun make them stress..=)
diorg pun manusia..=)

lastly, i love psychiatric....minggu ni mmg changed my perspective towards psychiatric btul....=) he...

till then, salam.

a day in taiping...

today, we had class sesion in hospital taiping, at mental health department..

there, we were suppose to be in the clinic with specialist of young & adolescent mental health illness.

so, i get to know some disorder, eg ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER) n another gp get to know about autism...

when we discussed about ADHD with the specialist, we found out like one of our frens had the symptoms!!! n it was wan!!! haha, while the autism is nana...

oh rite, they like to play around...that's y we teased them...

btw, ADHD is a disorder where the child tends to do something to get attention of others especially their parents, when the parents scold them @ asked them not to do that-this things, they will tend to do more... haha... so, the only thing that the parents has to do is ignore them...but at the same time, they have to tell the children that is wrong doing 'those things', n also praised them when they do good deeds....haha.... i never thought that abnormal behaviour of children can also b caused by disorder...never think bout that... n I ALSO NEVER THOUGHT that PSYCHIATRIC has a big spectrum before this, n now when i am in this module i do appreciate it much, except that sometimes i felt that i am also going to be one of the schizo patient @ delusional disorder pt sometimes...haha...

k, till then...

i like psychiatric, but i am not sure to b specialist in it yet...haha...

lost...

it was juz a dream after all...

dun dare to dream it again...

dreams.....

i juz hope the dream i had last night was real....
i miss ______ very much....
i juz hope it will be true in the future...

i really do miss ______.......

psychiatric world begins...

salam...

i think i am gonna experiencing depression...

n also getting high bp...

wargh.... i wanna jog n forget everything behind...

dun kacow me.... n rain2 pls go away during the evening...

u can rain in the morning, but pls2 go away during evening...

i want to relieve my stress... =(

thanks...

salam