hmph.....

i sulk with him again. i juz dunno y.
he kept on saying he doesnt want to bother me.
by msging me always. hey, u always give the same reason.
hello, it's the only time we have kot.
lepas ni bz like a bee, jgn bising bila buat x taw.
n i make up my mind not to msg...
for long time. i will. i'll make sure myself i'll do dpat!
then, guess what happened next?
i myself are not certain what had happened...
i had a dream...n i dream of sumone.. it's the pharmacist back there
in seremban hospital. like gila la me.
hello it has been ages u forgotten about him, but tiba2
u dream of him...
hey, ni yg...haish....it's okay la...
6 months more to go...if dpt seremban...dapat la kerja dgn mr pharmacy!
yeay!!!!! =) hope everything will run smoothly..hehe...=)
u made my day...=)

*its only a dream*

alhamdulilah ya ALLAH...=)

ALHAMDULILAH YA ALLAH...
syukur, akhirnya kami semua mbbs UNIKL...
semuanya lulus final exam phase 3B...
congrates korg...segala penat lelah kita dibalas
setimpal dgn usaha kita. =)
jgn lupa bahawa "ALLAH tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorg
itu selagi org tersebut tidak berubah.
officially, kita semua sudah jadi final year medical student.
oleh itu, mari tingkatkn usaha kita phase 4 nanti.
cuti 3 weeks ni, jgn la sia-siakan mcm 2 ja..=)
mari la kita sama2 usaha drpd awal.
6 bulan je tinggal kawan2. =)
kejap je 6 bulan 2...pejam celik da hbs da.
so, lets do our best.
cuti ni mari sama2 buka2 buku...
surely final year ni, semua lecturer akan garang kat kita.
surely ramai yg akan depress sgt2 nnt.
mari kita menyediakan mental kita sebelum masuk phase 4 ni.
=)
until then... ketemu lagi 3 minggu akan dtg...=)

tired~

im tired~

yet less than 48 hours ~

our phase 3b final exam are coming~

think, got to get some rest~

pray for us evryone~ so dat all of us will pass this exam without supplement.
insya-ALLAH...amin~

BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah meletakkan anda dalam BIDANG itu..

BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah meletakkan anda dalam BIDANG itu..
BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah mengurniakan anda KEPAKARAN itu..
BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah memasukkan KELEMAHAN itu..
BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah memberikan UJIAN sebegitu..
BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah membiarkan anda mengemudi dalam KEADAAN sebegitu..

MELAINKAN Allah tahu anda akan memberikan sesuatu dalam bidang itu..
MELAINKAN Allah tahu anda bakal membiakkan ilmu-ilmu itu..
MELAINKAN Allah akan temukan anda dengan insan-insan ikhlas membantu..
MELAINKAN Allah mahu menguatkanmu..
MELAINKAN Allah mahu anda tahu betapa tingginya kasih sayangNya padamu..

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kematian itu satu kepastian...

salam...

da 6 hari arwah nenek kembali ke rahmatullah...

da beberapa hari jg aku tangisi pemergiannya...

she was a great woman for me.

u can never find a superb lady like her.

not only me, but almost all her grandchildren who had the oppurtunity

to grow up said that too...

punya la baik nenek ni..

530 am da bgn....mandi...then mengaji....sambil tunggu subuh masuk...

then, solat subuh..mengaji sampai pkul 7...

lepas 2 mula la rutin harian...mengemas..bersihkan laman.

sediakan breakfast...breakfast plg nenek suka is roti dgn telur mata..

lepas 2 ..telur mata 2 letak kicap n sos.. that is her favourite dishes for breakfast..

solat 5 waktu x penah tinggal...

magrib pun dahsyat...pkul 7 sure da siap mandi...duduk baca quran lagi...smpi masuk waktu...then lepas solat baca yasin, smbg baca quran smpi isyak...da solat..baru trn mkn..

nenek jaga aku smpi umur 3 thn, then mak pindah seremban.

pastu everytime cuti sekolah aku akan dtg rumah nenek..cuti 3 bulan 2...hujung thn 2..

aku confirm akan lepak kmpg!!!!

she treat me well kot...sll masak benda aku suka. masak bayam n bendi rebus.dia yg ajar ak mkn 2..since kids..owh how i miss her...

besides...bila aiskrim lalu jek dr atau nak ke hulu (sg congkak) sure she will yell panggil aiskrim 2. hey, ada ke nenek korg buat mcm 2? ak rasa x kot..sbb nenek korg org bandar...xdpt pengalaman mcm ak...=) pastu korg ada ke nenek bawa g pasar naik bus? jalan dr hujung ke hujung...beli popcorn..beli suar pendek..beli popcorn? ada ke? ada ke? x kot? jgn jeles la weyh... i have that opportunity.

bila aku masuk menengah ak masuk mrsm..mrsm ak baru blaja solat betul2..mengaji btul2.

seriusly! ak mmg jugil dulu2..sila la gelakkan ak. nak solat 2 ak mmg susah sgt...

then, one day ak balik rumah nenek....duk solat mgrb dgn nenek...n salam dia...

nak taw apa dia cakap???

"bersih muka 2 sekarang."... i remember dat until now...she praised me..

sejak 2..bertambah semangat ak mengaji..

ak try to follow her....but im not as strong as her...

sekarang, usia remaja aku yg kini da menginjak dewasa..

lagi byk terpesong....x semurni masa kecil2 dulu....

satu benda yg buat aku amaze sgt walaupun nenek da meninggal dunia....

masa mandikan jenazah, aku perasan semua anggota wuduknya lebih bersih n putih drpd anggota yg laen...baek muka, tangan, kaki...sumanya lebey putih...subhanallah...semoga ALLAH menempatkan dia bersama org yg beriman..insya-ALLAH...amin.....

kematian nenek memang menyedarkan aku...

yg kita pasti akan mati suatu hari nanti....

adakah kita bersedia untuk menghadapi hari itu?

tiada harta yg akan kita bawa masuk ke rumah terakhir kita itu sebelum menuju ke alam akhirat.....kecuali amal kita selama hidup di dunia....

tiada pakaian yg cantik, yg bling2 akan dibawa ke rumah itu...hanya 5 helai kain putih yg akan kita bawa menjadi penutup aurat kita......

tanyalah diri anda, cukupkah amal kita?

insaflah wahai diri...sesungguhnya amal perbuatan kita di dunia ini hanyalah ujian kepada kita untuk melihat sama ada kita adalah org yg beriman @ tidak...

wallahualam...

nenek,hajah rokiah mohd. syariff.. semoga roh nenek di cucuri rahmatNYA...dan ditempatkan bersama org2 beriman....amin.......

eid is here n final exam also around the corner!

ELOW!! assalamualaikum!

da hari raya ke 10 da. he.
n ak da g 3 open house kawan2..kat ipoh!
makan? byk drpd sll.tp still bley kawal.
perut n otak jadi lems sket.
so, ak rasa aku nak benti mkan @ tdo mcm ular sawa!
mulai esok! nak start puasa 6.
jom kawan2! hehe.
ak mmg lambat sket pose2 ni.huhu. harap dpt hbskan la. amin..insya-ALLAH...


sebenarnya nak start buat countdown!
final exam phase 3b ada 48 hari lgi!!!
arghhhh....
da nak dekat..
ortho x master2 lgi..
huhu....
ya ALLAH, harap lulus la...tanpa supplement. huhu.
mmg2 harap dua exam akhir ni lulus la..amin..
semoga segalanya dipermudahkan..
n siti nasirah...sila la sedar diri..n kurangkan dosa2 yg berlambak 2.
huuu....


k, guys... salam~

ramadhan is leaving us...

syawal is coming in 6 days~
n ramadhan is leaving us in the same period.
what did u guys felt during this period?
agak2 graduate dgn cemerlang x drpd universiti ibadah?
hm..ak pn x taw...rasa mcm x cukup~
xpew...masih berbaki beberapa hari~
mari kita lakukan pecutan maksimum untuk memanfaatkannya~

insya-ALLAH....amin~ =)

...

i hate myself for loving u~

ayah pesan..

nasirah nasir~

ayah pesan...belajar dulu~
tinggal berapa bulan je lgi~
hsbkan dulu.
jgn bercinta je~


persepsi aku...
ayah sgt la cool...
sgt taking care...
takut anak dia x lepas....
insya-ALLAH ayah..iroh akan lepas phase 3b n phase 4 ni..tanpa supplement...amin..
insya-ALLAH...
i'll do my best...
i wont let the love make me fail again like last 7 years..
no way... i wont...
n this time, i hope i wont regret it anymore...
amin~


ya ALLAH, moga kow mempermudahkan segala urusan ku~ amin.. ya rabbal alamin~

lalalalalala ^_^

assalamualaikum


frust...
sbb ada org kata..
jgn nak complain kat blog lg~
aiyark. biar la...=P
mana lgi nak luah isi hati~
sapew suh baca blog nas~ kan s****...
nasib la n** s****** x complain jg~ haha

it's complicated..ye kot.
sbb x taw pape pn~
2 sbb it's complicated..

hm, yg penting...
hbskan ramadhan ni~
dgn penuh kesungguhan mengejar ketakwaan~
sbb blm tentu kita akan dapat melaluinya lgi thn dpn~


p/s: ya ALLAH, aku berharap esok adalah kes forensik..supaya aku n rakan2 yg lain dapat dtg,
n tgk post mortem...kes yg bley masuk n lihat~ huhu....amin

epiphora

salam...
akhirnya, epihora berlaku jg~
pagi ni~
ingt xkan ada da~ tetap jg berlaku.
hati, kenapa anda fragile hari ini?
sabar la. maybe mmg bukan masanya..
bulan ramadhan yg mulia ini..jgnlah cemari dgn kemaksiatan.
pergilah kepadaNYA...mengadu kepadaNYA..
itu sebaiknya mungkin....

tiada kata yg bley mengungkapkan sepersisnya hati ini....
biarlah hati ini merasa..
biarlah ia menjadi matang menelan segalanya.
hati ini kurasa da mula merajuk...
sudah mula utk meninggalkan perasaan ini....
meninggalkan dan melupakan...
hati ini sedang melaluinya.....

biarlah ini menjadi epiphora terakhir....
supaya di kemudian hari...
dapat melalui tanpa mengingati...
terimalah apa yg akan berlaku wahai hati...
tetapkan fikiran mu wahai akal fikiran..
pergilah kamu jauh dr sini....
sebaik habis pengajian di negeri perak yg byk mengukir
sejarah hidupmu ini~
amin...insya-ALLAH....


............

utk perhatian awak..

secara jujurnya...

sy menerima segala apa akan berlaku.

hanya perlu utk jumpa @ msg @ call dan settlekan hal kita~

awak yg tak perlu disebut namanya...

rasanya taw....

sekiranya ada seseorg di sana yg awak rasa sesuai dgn awak..

cuma perlu bagitahu...

sbb sy semakin matang dan boleh faham.

sbb sy bukan yg dulu yg terlalu mengikut perasaan.

pengalaman mengajar kita....

permasalahan hubungan bukanlah segal-galanya...

macam2 lagi masalah perlu di hadapi.

cuma..awak, jika baca..@ sapew2 yg kenal sape awak 2.

u juz have to tell me.

im okay. here...regardless what ever will happen.. =)

p/s: gila baku. bm gila aku ckp. i prefer to tell my feelings in english..tpi sbb rasa this is what i truly feel...i wanted to wrote it in bm...

hu......

huuu...
xjadi g umbai.
sbb ada kenduri rumah nenek~
then, balik hari sabtu 2 jg...sbb the next day 2 adik nak balik skolah balik.
then, kena rush back g umah kak seri.
tumpang kak seri pulang! he.

another few more days. hu

maybe the last visit...

salam n hi everyone~

i had a great weekend i think~
balik dr kuala kangsar- bley dianggap rumah mak angkat la-
i did nothing there...
tolong masak pun x.
mmg x best la...terasa mcm x sedap.
dtg rumah org tpi x tolong masak @ kemas..huhu.
cuma tolong sidai kain n bsh pinggan sket2.
rasa pelik sbb sll balik rumah mak da biasa buat benda2 2..
but the best is...sana makanan dia byk!
n sedap2. n best2..
i dunnow how to describe it.
mmg wallah~ hehe.
lepak2 talking with the siblings...
i felt really wonderful!
seriusly, xda rindu kat dia.
felt like i am really the anak angkat there.
hehe..=)
im avoiding myself from talking about him or asking about him.
n i really did it~ i show no interest of him.
but last2 terkeluar plak dr mulut mama (my mak angkat)
the conservation is below:

kak puare: nas, jgn tinggal barang..nanti mama kena hntr ipoh plak~
me: xda la...rasanya suma nas da simpan...da letak tepi..xda barang tinggal~
mama: apasal pula mama yg kena hntr...nanti suruh la fairuz hntr....
me: ........................

i was like. what does it supposed to mean? i am glad that my expression is still the same. meaningless...hehe..as usual~ i dun wanna have a high hope....i dun want want to expect him to come n see me....i juz dun wanna hope anymore.. ~abdul salam amir said that i am in denial state~ i bet i am. but, dun hope. it will hurt u more i think.

besides than that, kak long n mama also try hard to tell me indirectly that he will be back for good this sunday, 31st july...where he will arrived around 725 am. i heard dat kak long, u dun have to shout out lot actually. i am myself wanna know when he is coming back. juz i am really not hoping he would come n see me at home.

precisely, i am not going to be at home this sunday morning. as i am going back to nenek's house in hulu langat bcoz we have kenduri! kenduri b4 puasa~ hm... everyone will be there ! yeay! tpi dis kenduri postponed our family outing to umbai melaka to eat ikan bakar~ huuuu.... makes me really dissapointed~ huuuu...

whatever it is..i think i have to look into the future... dun live thinking a lot about the past... whatever happens u have to bare it n face it will full strength....hey, u gonna work as a doctor in 8 months time...dun think about this stupid thing. juz study n prepare being a safe dr which will not harm the patient. i am glad, that the shift session is going to be done starting this september. but, i hope i will have the oppurtunity to experienced a lot of things during my housemanship.
amin.

okies...think have to go 1st.

p/s: i think this will b my last visit to kuala kangsar...as i am no longer have to visit his parents as he is coming back next week. =) n if he does not see me..i think this will be the last... or perhaps when he is not there, back in kuala kangsar..i will come n visit them.. =)

untill then, daaaa~

salam... ^_^

x bley training.....=(

argh~~
found out dat..
kena ligament strain.
kena rehat for 3 weeks the max.
harap next week da recover n heal.
so dat bley start training~
sdey! =(

ada aku kisah? neutral 2 best apa!

i am not into any party!
not also involving in bersih or patriot~
or any illegal rally!
not into any of it.
y is it if neutral? means dat dun care about ur country is it?
no la stupid!!!
taw x neutral 2 maksudnya x memihak mana2.
means dat dia memerhati..
ak blaja la masa skolah dulu. mengundi 2 1 tgjwb.
if x undi berdosa, kena tnya kat akhirat nnt!
memerhati doesnt mean u dun care.
we are observing. to know which party is the best party.
who they think the best!
apa ciri2 kepimpinan korg rasa the best.
pilih la mana korg nak...setiap org. pemimpin yg best 2..kriteria dia laen2.
ak maybe laen dgn kow. kow maybe laen dgn ak.
so, itu bergantung kat kow nak mcm mana~
jgn la bila org 2 party laen2, kow nak pandang jijik lak kat org 2.
jgn la bila org 2 x sokong party 2, kow nak hentak dia. kow nak pandang serong mcm 2.
kow blaja agama. agama x ajar kow layan org mcm 2. nabi x ajar mcm 2.
nabi suruh hormat~ so, pandai2 la fikir~
lu ada otak, lu pk la sendiri~

p/s: sbb bengang. suka hati ak la nak neutral, bkn korg yg tentukan ak msk syurga neraka. n i dun give damn thing to u guys~

hadiah utk diri sendiri if~

janji utk diri sendiri aka hadiah utk diri sendiri~
if dpt berat jadi 60kg, n it sustain for 1 month..
bley mkn once brfst mcd~ hehe.
so, nasirah nasir! all the best! =)

post ipoh run..

salam..glad dat i finished my ipoh run~
weeeee...
within the qualifying time~
mcm dpt jek 1 hour 10 mins~ tpi x sure la~
hm..tpi dpt medal! puas hati...
next run~ seremban half marathn~
yg 2 mmg xdpt medal r~ tpi dpt sijil pn ok~
sbb 2 kt seremban kn?
so, alang2 blik rumah..join la run 2~ hehe! okies
have a good rest nasirah nasir~ =)

pre-ipoh run..

berdebar2...
ipoh run~ my 2nd 10 km run~
berdebR~ huhu
harap dpt buat 1 hour 10 mins. amin

nothing interesting!

baru ingt dulu2..
aku minat dgn indian guys.
masa zaman skolah~ heh.
yap, indian guys yg mcm melayu~
nasib la mak x suka~ hehe

if u juz leave me, n thought dat i can do everything by myself. u r wrong

hari ni nak ckp bm~
ak rasa ak ni mmg jauh dr perfect~
muka x lawa, gemok, pastu perangai mcm tomboy~
x feminin, sgt belagak, ego, agama aku sgt la jauh.
lepak kuar dgn guys~ ckp besar.
aku mmg 0 la if compare dgn org len~
bg free pn blm tentu org nak~ huhu

tpi, aku harap, utk dpt suami yg baik,
yg x cpt marah, sabar, n plg utama sekali
-yg mampu nak bawa aku balik jalan yg benar-

aku sedar, aku sgt jauh la dr segi isteri soleh-solehah ni.
2 thn..aku da berubah segalanya.
ak rasa perubahan aku ni~
mula2 sikit~lama2 ak rasa makin jauh..
tpi bila nak balik ke pangkal jalan.
aku rasa susah sgt~ aku x taw mana nak mula?
ak x taw mana nak pergi. sapew nak bawa aku?
sapew nak urge aku. sapew nak motivate n ingatkan ak~
lama2..ak jadi makin x kisah.
dalam thn 2011 ni. ak rasa ak bley kira brape byk kali aku
jejak kaki pergi masjid~
bley kira berapa byk kali aku pergi usrah @ dgr tazkirah.
bley kata 0 kot~
this is seriusly deviated....
even la kow solat tonggang tonggek, buat suma amalan fardhu 2.
tpi blm tentu amal diterimakan? aku rasa sumthing is not perfect now~
ada sumthing yg kurg dlm solat @ amalan aku~ 2 sbb ak jdi mcm ni.
tpi seriusly, i have no guidance.

ak xbley org judge ak~
u have to know me first~ then u can judge me.
u have to guide me first, then things will get easier.
if u juz leave me, n thought dat i can do everything by myself.
u r wrong~ im not dat tough to do dat~ huhu.

haish. hopefully, i can bring back myself towards the better me~ amin

dear heart....

i think..my heart still waits for him.
when i think of him..
my heart does not accelerate like b4..
my heart does not hurt anymore.
my heart become peace..
he did not hurt my pride.
he did not makes me thing foolishly.
he makes me think more seriously.
he makes me think more wisely
but i try to run away~
run far away from him, n also HIM.
not HIM who i want to run actually,
but i changed a lot.
its my way of changing.
not towards the better site..
but against it...
but he, who is at the other part of the world...
becoming better from day to day.
which makes me..wanna run away much more...
as i think me myself, can no longer walk together.
i wanna run far far away~
far away until cannot be reach anymore~

dear heart...pls dont be fragile..
stay strong dear heart...
if he is not the one for u...
accept it willingly... =)
as there is someone out there waiting for u...
hoping for u 2 b with him...=)

running is my passion~

running~
i love running now days~
it makes me feel energetic...
all the adrenaline n epinephrine rush along the body~
makes me feel better everyday when im down.
when im upset. seriously, it changed me a lot.
it's the way for me to release my stress, anger everything(-ve thing.)
maybe 5-10 years ago. running was the thing dat i avoid so much.
but now it the thing which i cant resist anymore.
thing which im addicted to..
if i aint jog for a day~ i felt sumthing is missing. i think.
n bcoz of jogging for 4 months.
i lost 8 kilograms already....quite a good thing i think
i hope i could lost another 8 kg in 4 months time before final exam pls.
=)

to girls or boys out there,
try jogging n join marathon urself..
u will feel different. come n join~
u will get addicted like me~ seriously...=)

dearest nasirah nasir~ ^_^

hm......

haish~
i dun give damn hard things to u, do u know dat?
what do u expect?
if kena cabar mmg la akan sahut cabaran 2.
haish...
it's not juz a typical dr..
i aint a typical dr who is egois..
who does not admit their wrongs..
so what?
geram kejap.....
mmg la buat sy berapi~ haish.

for ALLAH sake,
luckily u r not the person who i like..
but a person who i will want to be with maybe~

take care...may ALLAH bless u always~

adik.....

i miss the only lil sis i have amirah nasir~
miss her childishness...
miss her dumbness...
miss everything bout her~
without her, i dunno what will happen to me~ huhu
i hope i will write to u soon~ sori iyah!

at the same time,
here in ipoh...i got to know some of the junior~
who have been my pet brothers n sisters...
but the one im attach quite long is aidi~
y is it? im not sure....
but he is juz like my lil sis~
their attitude almost the same...but certainly he is much more mature than iyah la~


if i have the chance, i'll meet them both together~ =)
take care both of u~ as i really love both of u so much~ =)

i think~

lately...
i think i need sumone to hold on~
perhaps a girl...or perhaps a guy~
which i could burst out everything to him/her~
who willing 2 b there for me always~
......

keliru...

it's been a while...
i deviated. not as the usual decent nasirah nasir.
anymore now.
not wearing aurat appropriately.
doesnt wake up for qiam at all.
talk like a bitch~ i think~
everything negative is inside me.
lots of thing i have forgotten...
all the surah which i usually recite. i have forgotten~
being the stupid me who thinks of people~

bukanlah pangkat @ harta yg dipandang olehNYA...
tetapi amal serta takwa kita kepadaNYA

bidor half marathon 2011~

assalamualaikum n hi~
wargh...lama btul x update blog~
nothing to say sgt kot~
okies. the main thing here is...
yesterday i had lots of fun~
smlm join bidor half marathon~
seriusly, it was my 1st marathon....
it was so fun~
i gain lot of new experienced.hehe..
mmg kelakar.
okies..i went to bidor with afie one day earlier..
means on saturday...coz we dun wanna wake up early
morning to come down to bidor...(susah nak bgn kot) heh
so, we went there slumber gila~
y i say slumber, bcoz we r not planning it properly.
xda tmpt nak tdo suma..so, we decided to sleep at bidor mosque.
so, after we took our bib n t-shirt. we went to the mosque for
asar prayers. it's a new mosque n it's clean compared to dewan.
so, again.it makes us wanted to sleep there.
we had our dinner after solat there....
okies, nak dijadika cerita, after kitorg solat mgrb jemaah dgn org kmpg~
kitorg ditgur oleh seorg makcik 2 menanya kami dr mana.
then ckp la dr ipoh dtg sini nak tumpang tdo. haha.
then the makcik like pelik. biar btul nak tdo kat sini.
dua org pompuan jek plak 2.
mmg makcik2 2 riso la. in the end, kitog pun
ditumpangkan di rumah seorg opah yg duk sblh masjid~
baik gila opah 2. =) tq opah. we appreciate it a lot~
okies...sbb lena tdo umah opah. da tido 7 jam pun rasa kejap..
so, ahad pg 2 kitorg bgn la.
solat suma then g dewan~ wargh sakit prt kot.
1st time masuk marathon~ hu...
kitrg dilepaskan pkul 710.
mmg aku seperti biasa slow jog la. pnt gila
baru mcm 2km pun rasa da pnt. sbbnya...tnah x rata lgsg kot..mmg lgsg x.
arghhhhh....tension btul rata yg x rata~ hu
then, bila jumpa bukit lg la x jog...wargh...
mula2 x jog la. tpi lepas jumpa lelaki cina kaki cantek 2 da kew depan (muka2 runners yg berlatih kat stadium slalu)..
warghhh...aku pun mcm x ley jadi ni.
so, aku kat bukit trs la berlari~ hehe.
xsangka mampu jg~ then mula la nmpk amir, nav, sades, jt, nasuha, vila..
bila nmpk diorg da patah balik...lgi2 la aku lari...wargh...jauh ketinggalan sungguh~
then, cuba sehabis mungkin la...akhirnya smpi la dlm masa 1 jam 14 mins. mmg aku salute kat diri sendiri la...sbb dlm 10 km 2 ada bukit2 still dpt buat 1 jam 14mins.
salute la. coz selama ni ingt bley buat like 1 jam 20 mins jek. hehe.
then, dpt la medal...mmg best la. suka r. mmg best...
benda ni buat ak nak join lagi next marathon...
so, next marathon is sultan azlan syah run~ so, lets do our best~ weeee...=)

gila marathon ke daku?

salam.
weeee....terasa mcm gila btul diri ni.
seriusly, im trying hard for the marathon.
haish. jog smpi 6km 2 days berturut.
haish. then blaja cemana cara jog yg btul.
seriusly. mcm is this nasirah nasir?
haha. then pg td, lepas jog 1 round kat polo, trs g aerobik.
haish. mmg xley blah la. then, ada plak buka booth
ipoh international run. wargh...
mmg event yg dinantikan! ingtkan it will b my 1st marathon la.
tgk2 bidor. haha. xpew la. still i wanna join it.
excited kot. da la x bawa duit. trs amik duit dlm keta. then, isi borang.
daftar~ haha. mmg gilew marathon btul.
bukan gila nak trnkan berat k? tpi addicted to join the marathon.
evn x penah join lg. still rasa semangat.
ye r. duit da hbskan. kena la buat btul2.
kasut baru pn da bli. mmg gila la. haha.
i never join sukan excited mcm ni. i mean olahraga la.
coz dulu2 excited main basket n volley. tpi skrg marathon plak.
hahaha. seriusly, i dunno what to say.
harap 1 benda jek.
jgn la kaki jadi besar~
arghhhhhh.....2 x nak...pls2..
walapun pakai suar pnjg. xteringin pkai hot pants.
still, x nak la kaki 2 jadi gedabak besar sbb ms hypertrophy. huhu.
apa pn. wish me all the best. im juz trying.
hope i will finish all the marathon i joined in the qualifying time. amin~

apsal la mcm ni?

akhir2 ni cepat betul kenyang.
makan pun mcm x lalu.
tpi sbb xnak bazir. so mkan la jg~
y? pelik btul.
tpi air sgt2 la suka minum.
adakah proses menurunkan berat bdn dan menjaga kesihatan itu
di fahami oleh system badan ku?
haha. bgs la. jimat sket duit.
=)

tpi2. otak ni teringt kat beef steak jek.
semoga next week masuk duit. nak makan kat david diner.
pls3 la xda prob~

the best day in taiping, so far. =)

today was the best day for me in taiping so far~
after 3 days of madness+boring~
y i said dat?
bcoz hari ni 1st time join ward round dgn mr mano.
seriusly, dia gempak! salute r~
da la high stamina. dia bley naik dgn slumber 6 floor.
kitorg yg muda2 n mo pun tercungap2. haha.
mmg xley blah la td....
seriusly tiring ward round dgn dia~ rasa flat gila kot.
da la ward ortho jauh2 ma kat tepeng~
smpi ada pakcik ckp. dr plak nak jatuh. sbb penat sgt~ haha
still, yet i feel so happy~ =)

what i like about tepeng is, everyone yg seek treatment
@ the security, everyone thought we are doctors.
i know we will b one in 1 years time. but yet, being
acknowledge to b one at this time, makes me wanna
read much more n gained more confidence.
n the HO n MO's are really cool. diorg mmg gempak btul.
n sgt2 baik. mintak la ajar. they sure can teach one~
part minta sign plg best~ siap ckp mcm ni.
akhiranya, ada jg ms mintak sign dr aku.
meh2. nak sign mana? meh2. nak sign byk pun ak x kisah.
terbaik la dr. u r the best la dr khatib.
hope lepas ho tepeng cpt2 n jadi mo yg terbaik~ =)

okies. now out of hospital.hehe
sini hujan x payah la ckp. heavy almost every day.
not every other day~so, dgn kecewanya aku pn x dew la jog.
tiba2 hari ni, cuaca sgt cerah di taiping~
dpt la aku peluang nak berlari di lake garden taiping yg pergh.
cantik gilew n redup! =)
so, seperti biasa aku buat la jog for 25-39 minutes.
mmg refreshing la. ingt da hilang stamina.
alhamdulilah. stamina still ada~ so, nak increasekan lgi la balik ipoh nanti.
after jog, as usual aku pn berehat dgn slow walk la kan...
tpi sbb ak da jauh tinggalkn syeera, so kena la g amik dia kat playground 2.
da main2 buai kat playground ktrg n nak blah la.
tiba2 ada si puppy poodle ni bermain2 dgn tuan dia.
pas2 syeera interested nak tgk, dia pn g lah dkt2.
tgh borak2. anjing 2 melompat dr tuan dia.
main2 lari tanpa hala tuju.
n pergi kat syeera. pas2 syira buat tendang. si puppy 2 pn g la tmpt len.
n nak taw mana dia pergi?
dia pergi towards my back n then scratch2 mcm kucing.
ingt aku ni papan kew nak tajamkan kuku. haha.
tergamam di buatnya. smpi tgn letak atas pale. konon tkut kena samak.haha
but then, lepas 2. okies la. siap mkin2 dgn si anjing acah2.
tolong tangkapkan sbb dia suka main lari2. hehe.
nasib la kow comel. if mcm si bulldog. xingin aku main~
hahaha.
but that was one of the best experienced la.
xpenah kena mcm 2. =)

okies. da lewat pg da~ hehe.
mau smbg tdo. tpi teringt makanan plak~
adoi~ xpew la esok la mkn.
hehehe

nite2.

||bye2 ipoh for a week||

i will miss ipoh n colleagues for a week.
as i am going to taiping for 2 weeks, but the weekends im back in ipoh~
will miss the moments for a while~ struggle a bit there~ maybe.
hopefully not being torched n grilled there by the specialist.
n i hope i will learn sumthing there. amin.
insya-ALLAH. it will be a good experienced~ =)

||ignorance is not the same thing as forgetting||

assalamualaikum~

wargh....happy or not?
not so happy, but x sdey~
xmelonjak kegembiraan tpi ada euphoria sket.
hm.....ada hepi lebey sket la hari ni...
y?

bcoz dia called me for such a long time~
terkejut la tiba2 dia call.
wondering y he called me from such a far place~
i asked but instead he tells me,
y r u asking dat?
arent u supposed to ask me how am i now?
sihat kew, x kew?
so, i ask lah~ =)
it's a bit akward actually. sbb lama x communicate.
i dunno la how will it be if dia balik nanti.
if he comes back n search for me.
mesti mcm akward for an hour then ok balik.
like those days in 2008. haha.
remembering the moments together cheer me up plak.
tersipu2 senyum sorg~
i thought i have forgotten u. but i juz realized dat i am not~
after u call me, i juz realized dat.
did u dream of me, last week?
dats y u r calling me, is it? hm, am wondering a lot.
xpew lah. hopefully u r okay there.
sekiranya ditakdirkan ALLAH untuk bersama,
mesti akan bersama jg~ ||ignorance is not the same thing as forgetting||


wargh~ sori my husband yg i dunnow sapew.
sori sbb terpk pasal org len..
but he was sumone who i love dulu~
skrg i am 50/50.i dunnow much about myself now~
but u know what, i miss u lah my dear husband who i dunno who~
awak x rindu kat sy kew?
bila kita nak jumpa ek?
harapnya kita berjumpa dlm keadaan yg baik2.
dan dirahmatiNYA~
awak, jaga diri baik2.
xsbar nak jumpa awak.
jumpa awak di masa depan.
sy doakan awak sihat selalu dan dirahmatiNYA~ amin.
insya-ALLAH.

salam

juz feel like wanna give up :|

felt like i have a long way to go.
wow, sungguh susah nak turunkan berat....
bila kira bmi td. kena trn sampai 20 kg.
wow, byk 2. x penah target smpi 20 kg nak trnkan.
but, bila da start ni. kena la trskan jg.
but seriusly, it's tiring nak initiate.
mls kdg2 nak g. tpi bila kat track bley plak dia lari.
n da beberapa hari ni. cepat btul haus.
prob yg x taw cemana nak settelkan. huhu.
sdey btul. ingt nak jog lama lagi. huhu.
hanya bley setakat 30 mins jek skrg,
hope so, akan berterusan.
marilah trskan perjuangan, agar tidak sia2.
another 68 days to go!
mari2. jgn tgk slalu days 2.
usaha sampai tarikh yg dah ditetapkan.
=)

this is a lyrics from an ost drama which i like the most for the moment:

(Dream High)
I dream high 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을 감고
I Dream High, i dream, when its hard i close my eyes
꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순간을 계속 떠올리며 일어나죠
While i imagine that moment i get up

두려움의 끝에서 난 오늘도 흔들리죠
I shake at the end of fear
떨어질까 봐 날아오르지 못하는 어린 새처럼
Afraid of falling like a baby bird who cant fly up
자꾸 내가 할 수 있나 내 꿈이 이뤄질까
Can I do it, will my dream come true
내딛는 걸음 한 걸음 걸음이 다시 두려워질 때마다
one by one my walking goes when i get afraid
I Dream High 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을감고
I Dream High, I dream, when im tired i close my eyes
꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순간을 계속 떠올리먀 일어나죠
I keep imagining that dream while i get up
I can fly high 나는 믿어요 언젠간 난 저 하늘 위로
I can fly high, i belive that i can go up in that sky
날개를 펴고 누구보다도 자유롭개 높이 날아오를 거예요
Open my wings, fly freely up more then anyone

넘어진 날 일으겨 줄 용기가 필요하죠
I need courage that will stand the fallen me
먼지를 털고 다시 일어나 또 한 번 뛰어갈 용기가
I dust the dust, Courage that will stand me and jump once a again
다시 한 번 나를 믿고 나의 운명을 믿고
Belive in myself once more, Belive in my faith
모든 걸 걸고 내 키보다 높은 벽을 뛰어넘을 거예요
Bet everything, and im going to jump a wall taller then me

I dream high 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을 감고
I dream high, i dream, when im tired i close my eyes
꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순간을 계속 떠올리며 (다시) 일어나죠
Imagning that my dream will come true while i (again) get up
I can fly high 나는 믿어요 언졘건 넌 저 하늘 위로
I can fly high i belive in that i will go up in that sky
날개를 펴고 누구보다도 자유롭게 높이 (난) 날아오를 거예요
Open my wings and (i'm) going to fly more freely than anyone has

Dream high a chance to fly high
Dream high a chance to fly high
아픔들은 이젠 모두다 bye bye
Bye bye to the hurts
하늘에 있는 저 별들처럼 높이 날아봐
Fly high like the stars in the sky
네 꿈들을 펼쳐 보는 거야 time for you to shine
Open your dreams, time for you to shine
이제부터 시작이야 gotta make em mine
Starting Now, gotta make em mine
네 손으로 이뤄가 미랠 두려워하지 마 인젠 힘껏 자신 있게 걸어가
Dont be afraid of the future in you hands, walk in confidance now
Destiny 숙명이지 멈출 수 없는 운명이 지금
You can't stop destiney now
우리 눈앞에 펼쳐지지 이건 너를 위한 whole new fantasy
Whole new fantasy is open in front of your eyes
그러니 이제부터 여기 내 손을 잡아
So hold my hand now
우리의 목표는 지금부퍼 하나 꿈과 미래 포기하지 않아
Our stop is the same now, dont give up on your dreams
젊음 열정 여기 모두다 Dream High
When your young dream high everyone

I dream high 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을 감고
I dream high, I dream, when im tired i close my eyes
꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순갈을 계속 떠올리며 일어나죠
Imagine the dream coming true while getting up
I can fly high 나는 믿어요 언젠간 난 저 하늘 위로
I can fly high, i belive that i can go up that sky
날개를 펴고 누구보다도 자유룹게 높이 날아오를 게예요
Open my wings and fly high freely then anyone else

this time, i have to do it rite.

wow...
mcm x cayew jek...
another 69 days to go,seriusly.
the time passes by without us noticing it,*bukan x sdr, sedar sbb mengira hari.*
tpi mcm x cayew lorh da 12 days jog everyday.
a good thing to do, never miss even once.
hehe.

bila penat 2, rasa mcm x nak lgsg g jog~
but2,bawa jg la badan ni g kat track stadium.
pnt2 pun pergi la. but once da ada atas track,
kaki terus jek jalan warming up..
n tiba2 taw2 da jog....
haish...with the songs accompany me..haha...
n bila mcm da pnt. trskan jg, smpi la dpt mencapai waktu yg mau...
sll bermonolog dalaman dan berkata, i have to do it this time, until i get the best results,
x kisah la org tgr, nas da nmpk turun berat or what so ever,
it is still blm betul2 trn lg.
n at anytime bley naik balik.
dgn berat yg trn mcm sket jek ni kan.* ak pn x taw brape berat aku trn*
macam hampeh jek rasa.

yeah! i have to do it this time.
menunaikan janji yg sudah 5 thn...tetapi x berjaya2 lgsg.huhu.
so, now i have to do it at least, b4 i start work.
nanti da keja, bdn gemok mcm ni. lg cepat penat kerja. huhu
so, i have to do my best..

yeah, i really love it this time.
sbb ramai kawan jg sdg cuba menurunkan berat.
bkn yg bdn2 sket2 gemok. tpi yg mmg obvious gemok.
mereka sama2 memberi kata-kata semangat.
if lah diorg bley buat, xkan la aku x ley wat.
if kak nisa pun da trn berat jadi cun gilew skrg.
kita pun bley!

i hope i can make thru this phase asap.
pls2. i dun wanna suffer a lot.
i juz want to love my body more. n more n more.
it's not all about guys. but they are one of it who triggers me to do it.
si aidi gemok! dia asyik ckp aku gemok.
i'll show it to him. i can be slimmer than b4 n i also can graduate next year together with my whole batch. u juz wait n watch adik busuk! insya-ALLAH. i can do it.

p/s: if u determine, u can do ur best! =) all the best frens. =)

haish.

haish.
mr pharmacy, kenapa la everytime tgk
ur pic. i will like happy~(such a long time x tgk)
haish. it's not dat i love u or what so ever.
wow. ini sgt pelik.
tp everytime i look. wah, mesti ada sket kelainan di situ.
N N N muka kmu sgt bersih~
bersih as bersih. suci murni.
nasib la. i am afraid to talk with u,
due to gap of age. * sbb takut salah ckp, n terasa mcm kurang ajar plak*
owh. ni adalah slh satu reason y i dun want to work in htjs.
sbb2 nanti kena kerja dgn dia jg bila kat medicine ward.
if mr pharmacy x pindah lorh.
pls2...jgn la terkerja 1 tempat. amin.

hari ni hari jumaat ;|

so, today is the 1st weekend after came back schooling here~
haha. mmg dahsyat. x taw nak wat pew. nak rehat for a night.
coz da byk hari study. tpi still x perform.. y?
riak atau yakin sgt kot. haha. padan muka. isk3.
hm, so, td adik call~ auntie mia.
asking about how to do study gp.
so, cakap la blah. blah blah dgn dia.
kononnya cara for study gp. haha. kelakar.
then cerita la dat i seriusly when for a bit exercise n never skip a day yet.
n plan to do it for ++ days.
then, bley plak dgn sarkastiknya dia ckp so, after dat day, nak mkn byk la balik?
nak gemok? sengal punya adik.
nasib la aku ada sorg jek adik. haish, kalow ada byk adik n perangai mcm ni.
bley sakit jiwa. haha.
then, asking when lorh dia balik. n dia ckp balik lwt sket.
konon ada bengkel nak spm thn ni. haha.
she is 17th dis year. mcm x cayew jek bdk kecik 2 da besar. haha.
then, after dat we end our conversation.

hm, n for the first time in my life, i went to dental clinic.
wahaha. gila r. masa skolah dulu nurse yg dtg check gg.
ni aku sendiri pergi jumpa dr mintak treatment.
mula2 ingt nak scaling, tpi then check bg dr tgk dulu la.
haha. so, most gg cantek n elok. cun.
1 jek yg kena tampal. 2 pun gg bongsu.
actually gg bongsu 2 yg mana aku pn x taw.
tpi aku taw yg dlm punya gg la.

haha. then aku mintak r dr tmpalkan gg aku depan yg dulu aku jth main kejar2.
haha. hilang cun aku nanti. * jap, aku ni gemok la, lupa diri plak* =P
so, next appoinment nak mintak tampalkan gg n scaling.
n hopefully la, suma gg masa 2 ok. pls la jgn ada tampal lg.
ngilu gila. huhu.

haaaa. then td ada end of posting assesment.
mmg terbaiklah.
dr ajar benda len, kuar benda len.
mmg skit hati. rasa nak pijak2 jek.
xpew la. weekend ni aku study. tpi mlm sabtuu ni rehat tgk story2 sket.
bdn pnt ni. haha.

doakan la aku berjaya hbskan masa ++days utk trnkan berat.
nak cari suar senang sket.
jgn la aku putus asa. pls2. biar la kali ni berat yg trn 2 permanent,
amin. insya-ALLAH.
when there's a will, there's a way.
haha.

ok... daa~

.....

i miss him.

everytime i read sumthing islamic.

i miss him.

do ignore that feeling~

p/s: 78 days left~

countdown.

wargh~
badan da makin gempal n berisi n bertambah2 gemok.
apsal x benti makan ni? pls la. pls la wahai otak n bdn.
benti la mkn. n trnkan la berat.
mkin susah nak jumpa bju. huhu.
anda xsuka pakai bju ketat kan?
tpi if anda makin gemok, mcm mana suma bju x makin ketat~ hu
seriusly, i have to start sum plan. to reduce my weight~
pls la. pls la. istiqamah buat benda ni kali ni.
82 days jek. pls la pls la.
berthn 4 82 days. n if it works. go on la with it.
besides, bila kurus bley beli bju2 n tutup aurat lg senang.
n n n...
xda la org kata si gemok yg x sdr diri. huhu.
okies. ONLY 82 days.
hope it will succeed. amin.

countdown starting from tom, 82 days left~
jadi kurus mcm kim pil suk~ amin.

the lost soul~

wow. baru perasan da lama ak xupdate kan diri.
updatekan diri ttg apa?
food for my soul.
seriusly, forgotten.
manusia mmg alpa.
baca quran, solat, puasa, sadaqah is sumthing we usually do.
but our attempt on searching Ilmu Akhirat 2.
owh, aku sudah alpa agak lama.
byk benda ak da lupa
mmg zero la.
agak2 if mati skrg, tup2 apa la jadi kat aku.
xda penyelamat utk aku.
nak teman ak kat dlm kubur.
mmg kow ni gila dunia la nasiroh~
jangankan hal ehwal umat islam kat dunia ni,
pasal keislaman diri kow pun kow lupa.
haish.
what to do?
try n solve it.
dun do sumthing drastic that wont last long.
=)

all the best.

p/s: hopefully, there will be nothing dat will changed my decision 2 go borneo next year. amin

upside down

i juz realised dat my life become upside down lately

y?

coz i play so much during my 3rd year,

thus i have to struggle more in my 4th year~

so dat,

i wont b such a lousy doctor which cud coz harm to pt.

so,

it's okay if u r upside down now, rather than killing someone who is not worth to die due to ur mistake.

have faith with HIM, nasirah nasir.

ALLAH x mengubah sesuatu kaum selagi kaum tersebut tidak berubah~

ya ALLAH, bantulah hambaMU dan teman-teman seperjuangannya, dalam menuntut ilmu keranaMU...amin, ya rabbalalamin.

after 4 days in 2nd posting of phase 2b

salam..
wow, it has been a long 4 days i havent write a single thing in my blog~
surely, i am not bz.
juz a bit attentive in this radio for a while.
u knw y im a bit attentive?
bcoz eop is only 2 weeks ahead, minus with holidays it will b 4 days ahead lorh.
haish. i still dun get it so much.
either bcoz so much 2 study.
owh, i m blur. not sure myself~
haha...
however, it was fun going back to ipoh.
meeting my colleagues here. bak kata org melayu 'teman2 seperjuangan'. heh
yup. i miss them.
i miss my adik2.. aidi, shakira, along n also chubby..chubby is the latest collection..
haha..juz kidding. i found out like mcm buddy line plak.
ye r. most likely, me n salam is the super senior probably. (kononnya lah)
while aidi n shakira is the 2nd senior.
while along n chubby is the junior.
juz realised dat no phase 1b lorh. can do ma if we want. izaty can b mah, rite aidi?.

actually, the main thing was this week. it was hectic but fun. lots of thing 2 study, but still felt dat the experienced is priceless. y lah i am not dat rajin during my 3rd year as phase 3a. i dunno la.
hopefully i will always be full blown with energy everyday...amin.

sayonara~ bye

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am i desperate?
what do u guys think?
if ak add boys or b frens with them~
i am not desperate to have sumone beside me.
i juz wanna have sumone to talk with
i juz wanna share my thoughts n also their opinion.
i wud like 2 have sumone yg x jemu nk layan ak ni.
ak bkn nk sumone jd my special boyfren..
ak taw ak si gemok pendek.
juz want sum fren yg ak ley talk n tell my story straight~
w/o me think of what will he/she thinks about me...
if only i have~

p/s: a bit emotional lately

ini adalah post yg tiba2 aku nak tulis tgh2 mlm buta.
heh...
y, Y, y and y?
aku suka hang out dgn bdk2 3 org ni?



SI salam, si AIdi, n si hAziq?
aku x taw n x pasti la..
tpi yg aku taw diorg ni la lelaki yg aku comfortable with in
my years in RCMP ni..
n yg unfortunate tu diorg suma masuk dlm kategori kena scandalous dgn aku.hahaha
maybe sbb ak sll lepak dgn diorg kot...
diorg sgt la caring i mean..gentleman kot.
bila nmpk pnt ke apa, diorg akan tgur, then suh rehat..
masa ak satu grup dgn salam dulu, ak kena bawa la kumar clark tebal tu ke kelas DR Mra,
n sbbkan ramai sgt kat lift aku pn g la naik tngga dgn incik salam ni..
tiba2 dia kata, kow nak ak angkatkan buku 2? ye r, aku kan saiz besar cpt r pnt. haha.
then dia angkat la smpi 7th floor...seriusly salam..kow mmg baik!
n apa yg best adalah...diorg suma ni memahami gila..
diorg taw bila aku marah, bila aku bengang, n dgn sapew aku bengang..
diorg mmg gempak!!
kalow si haziq plak, dia mmg taw sgt la bila aku kena present...
aku mmg nerbes gila! haha... masa 2, dia akan la..ckp mcm ni..
relax r nas..cuba jd relax mcm ak...xley blah..padahal dia pn kecut..haha...
haaa...baru perasan lagi apa yg common among them is dat,
diorg suma anak sulung...hahaha...mmg x ley blah!
tpi dalam tiga2 mamat ni, si aidi bdk kecik ni la yg plg kejam~
suka buli aku...adoi ai..
mentang2 la kakak dia ni syg kat dia...huhu...
but among all, seriusly aku rasa dia la plg aku sincerely care..
da anggap mcm adik btul2 da..
bcoz dia sgt la caring, baik..n at the same time suka buli kakak dia ni.

ak pn x taw apsal ak nak tulis pasal diorg mlm2 ni....
maybe sbb masing2 caring kot..

sila abaikan kegilaan aku mlm2 ni..
daaa~
salam

last day in htjs!

salam..
today was the last day in htjs..
smpi2 jek dpn pintu masuk htjs nmpk mr F.
Wow..tpi as usual aku buat x taw la...such a stupid act!
pergi la senyum ke, ckp kew! bak kata sarveni stupid ass~
haha...sengal~ tpi dia tgh talking with org len, x baik interrupt..
so, i was like..okays...xpew la..
jumpa pn ok..i mean terserempak pn da ok..
then, as usual pergi ward..
pergi la ward 5a..spinal rehab ward..
ok,,,kat sana kenal MO baru...
dr ZAin... SLL nmpk dia...masa dtg td dia terkejut..
tiba2 nmpk muka aku..sori la dr...
sy x senyum suka2 kat mana2 lelaki..sbb x kenal..
nnt org ingt sy gila plak.heh.
n i dun talk 2 guys suka2 sbb tkt org 2 ingt erotomanic..
sbb cukup la sekali dpt erotomania punya status..
sengal punya incik Z!
ok, back to the story..kat ward 5a 2...
after 15 mins ikut mo ward round..dtg la specialist ward.
jeng3....
btul tekaan kitorg...MR Syahidan was the specialist of dat ward..
kitorg xda la perkenalkan diri dulu sbb dia tgh bz..
after sumtime, like 10 mins...nak kenalkan diri..
baru jek nak buka mulut..dia ckp..
korg ni sape? i was like..
okays...fine, i can take it..
ckp la kitorg medical student from perak medical college...
bukan dia xkenal pun..pura2 xkenal..
tpi dia mula2 nmpk garang...tpi sbnrnya baik..
he was like MRA..
seriusly like MRA...nk kita exclude according to infection, malignant, metabolic..all dat!
i like his way of teaching..means i like MRA la...
cumanya MRA marah2...tpi dia x...
after finish ward round we say tq...
n went to say tq to everyone else jg...
eg senior~kak nisa kamila, pakcik rosli lib yg ska provoke org, mr chaw MA yg gempk n ajar kitorg byk pop n sling, ho2 kat ortho department especially shiao ling..
but a bit sad la...sbb xdpt jumpa MR ARIF..dia kat OT...
we will miss him so much..dia sgt baik..walaupun membuli ktrg buat statistik..
but mmg baik!
ak mmg ckp, if korg nk relax, n blja byk jg..keja la htjs..
mmg best.. cuma x taw la dpt byk buat procedure ke x..
kena proactive n rajen la! penting!
jgn berkira! =) mst dpt buat byk bnda!
mcm ak ni pmls...kena la pergi tmpt x ramai org...sbb keadaan yg akan mengubah ak..
ak nk keja jauh2..kat borneo sbb sana x ramai ho...
kalow mcm 2, ak kena paksa diri jadi rajin..kalow x mati pt..
hope so..will succeed in this final phase 3b n 4..without supplement! amin...
all the best guys..=)
daaa~

2nd last day in ortho!

it was the 2nd last day for us on ortho.
i thought of taking ortho in the 1st place bcoz im not gewd in it.
so, i put it into my list of elective.

okays...guess what?
td kitorg join census for the 2nd time
n sbbkan cepat hbs hari ni census 2..
mula la introduction session..
ingt kitorg xkan memperkenalkan diri la..
since almost all the dr there kenal kitorg..
sekali kena juga..
i was like...what the hell...

okay. kitorg pun g la dpn..
as usual, aku x ckp byk la..
diorg will talk more. ak like..
diorg tanya how do u fin ortho...
ak ckp la getting to b fun...
bcoz at first i dislike ortho...
aku ckp dislike jek...suma pandang semacam...
dr ho smpi specialist....
then MISS Nora kata y?
i say la..i am scared..tgk all those fixation...
aku geli dowh..n seriusly sakit seyh...
x smpi hati nak tgk...
then, diorg muka still like x puas hati~

then da ckp kitorg pn msk...
ak like..hm, ak ckp btul2 pn org terkelu..
bila aku snyp kata ak ni x menyerlah~
seriusly, i dislike talking...when ada org
len yg nk ckp byk.
i dun care people kata aku mcm x gempak..
as long as i be a safe dr..
it's okay for me...
i have my own knowledge..
n i know when to use it...

gtg..da

hi there!

lately, i am having some down stream of my life!
due to some blog which i read last week...
and it freaks me out until now!

http://pagalavan.com

this is the website which makes me thing a lot!
makes me rethinking of this field dat i am in now!
i dunno what will happened to me in the future after reading this blog!
can i be a good, skillful dr which cud help the patients?

i myself are not sure about it..
then, can i get the chance to pursue my master to b a specialist?
seriously it freaks me out someway!
n i have no mood anymore since then.

owh anyone..
i need to seek some help!
can u pls give me some advise???

=( nasirah nasir

1st day of 2011~

almost 1 day berlalu~
n first day of 2011 i changed my hp~
yap!!!! it's pink in colour!
wow, mcm x sngka nasirah nasir pakai pink~
hope this hp will last at least smpi HO la...
jgn la hbs screen suma~ huhu

the best part is,
i got to know sumthing from sumone~
serius shit!
buat apa dtg skrg?
u can go n do what u like~
n me myself do what i want~
i am happy for myself~
don't spoil my year again~
darn it!

b happy nasirah nasir~
forget everything dat will coz ur breakdown~
n work hard for the future~
i am confiden n sure u can do it better~ =)

p/s: lately my blog is the place where i share my feelings i think~ huhu